How are you today?

[Sylph]

I'm feeling you Ceez :\ .

It takes a mountain and then some to get me angry, but I feel i'm literally on the edge of verbally exploding, because so much is going on right now, but I can't start a thread on it now, because it's 1am and I have to get up early so I can do chores for my Grandmother while she's at work( My mom and grandmother were young parents, so it's not as weird as you're probably thinking) and my mom comes back from Florida on thursday.

I know what I have to do, so don't feel bad for me, but I'm going to hold it in until tomorrow when I can start a whole big thread on it, lest I explode now, as I am a very vocal person.

Other then that, everything is going well. My pets are doing good, my Music is good, I wrote a new piece, although I can't play it as I cannot play a symphony alone . My family is doing well, although we've had two recent deaths, of which I'm sad about, but not devastated, as we were not very close and my mother is coming home, so I won't be the only loud deva in the house .

[Nick9]

I'm slowly loosing my sanity

ceez, I am sorry to hear that. Is there anything we can do? Why do you feel this way?
Every time I see your avi, I remember that it was you who had brought me to this board. And I am grateful that you did it for me. I wish though, that the reason why it had happened, was different. It would mean that you feel better

[Nick9]

I feel i'm literally on the edge of verbally exploding, because so much is going on right now

Odi I wish I could share with you that causeless happiness I felt last week. But I am afraid my euphoria has just come to and end. Have a better tomorrow!

[Jay]

I'm slowly loosing my sanity

Something's wrong, Ceez? Stay strong my friend.

P.S: QueenOdi, I like your sweet positive attitude. Stay that way and don't ever change. It's a beautiful character.

[Zet]

I'm slowly loosing my sanity

How come mate? Hope it gets better no matter what it is

[Sylph]

Thanks everybody for your concern.

I'm actually feeling a whole lot better then last night/early this morning, cause instead of acting impulsively, I turned on my music and just sat back and relaxed . Music has that effect on me, especially Bach & Beethoven... they're my baby-daddies .

Here's my cure .

Bach's Cello Suite No.1 - Prelude, Allemande & Courante (3 of the 6 movements)
-Performed by Yo-Yo Ma

[Nick9]

Yes Odi...
Beautiful, just beautiful. Thanks.

[Daniel]

I'm ok, but I got to close and lock down today at work, it was my first time and I keep thinking that I left something on xD, wouldn't want to burn the building down lol. But I'm paranoid at times...sure it's nothing though lol. Closing and locking down by yourself is kinda boring and tiresome though.

[ceez]

I'm ok, but I got to close and lock down today at work, it was my first time and I keep thinking that I left something on xD, wouldn't want to burn the building down lol. But I'm paranoid at times...sure it's nothing though lol. Closing and locking down by yourself is kinda boring and tiresome though.

I usually play on my phone when closing on slow nights.

I'm feeling a little better now, I had a rough day at work and my back and arms have been aching for the past 3 or 4 days so I haven't been able to exercise and I gained five pounds since last week :frown: I've been on a boarder line low state, the good part is I haven't had suicidal thoughts like before but I have been drinking more than usual.

[zeon]

im going good just had a boring day at work cant wait til tomorrow as day off after tomorrow finishes lol