How are you today?

[Nick9]

I usually play on my phone when closing on slow nights.

I'm feeling a little better now, I had a rough day at work and my back and arms have been aching for the past 3 or 4 days so I haven't been able to exercise and I gained five pounds since last week :frown: I've been on a boarder line low state, the good part is I haven't had suicidal thoughts like before but I have been drinking more than usual.

I wish I could help

[ceez]

you already have

[Nick9]

you already have

When I felt down not so long ago I shamelessly came here and asked for a hug and pat on my shoulder to feel better. Do it too, whenever you feel you need it

[Daniel]

I am proud of myself! I managed to cook a great pasta casserole today ^^, hehe. And I feel very hug-ish...no one to hug around..

[Mrmatty376]

I've been pretty crappy. Super stressed from work, annoyed cause parents are going though some things, and im going through some problems with my best friend. Just a bit overwhelming but hopefully it'll be fine soon.

[Sylph]

In a blushy mood :redface: ever since I saw this music video on BET this morning . Giggling like a schoolgirl is not even the word to describe what I was doing .

Chris Brown-Take you Down



Happy day today, however chilly it is :p .

Edit: I just saw this Music Video for Marsha Amrosius's song- Far Away . It's so sad but has a good message

Marsha Amrosius - Far Away

[jmriver]

I'm kind of tired just got out from work...

[ceez]

I'm kind of tired just got out from work...

welcome to GS, now get some rest

my turn to vent, feel free to skip over this.

WHY IN THE HELL DO I HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING, I know I'm not a starving child in a third world country but when your treated like everyone's personal butler that crap gets old, seriously, my uncle can't get off his lazy ass and take four steps to bring up a webpage for my grandmother (HIS OWN FRICKN MOTHER). its been like this since I was 11. and god forbid if I have important stuff to do of my own, that's just not allowed, the house will crumble and fall without me here.

and why do I always injure myself when I'm on my way to the body I want, literally every time, this time I pulled muscles in both my arms doing yard work and I can't jog because my knees will hurt to bad. now my grandmother is hollering for the yard to be done nice in neat like they are in the magazines but she doesn't understand what I say to her because if she ever stops hearing her own voice she will go mad:mad:

and why can't I find a damn job, over the past four years I've been to 10, yes 10 different interviews. and they all weren't high paying top level jobs, I couldn't get a job at local grocery story:mad: I could get a phd in my field and still never find a damn job, I'll still be here, at my grandmothers, working a minimum wage job, where people forget you are a human being with feelings. and why does the career services always have an attitude with me, they are there to help people not piss them off.

I got the next three days off work which sounds good but I will become the man servant of the house. I need a drink, no a bottle, a bottle big enough to last for three days. sorry for my long random vent and if you actually read through this then bless you.

[Zet]

I love sleeping, I love dreaming. But its never nice to wake up to reality, my dreams just seem to far and impossible to get to. Rather just spend the rest of the day just dreaming like always but I've gotta go to this bloody useless meeting or I wont get my welfare. Feels like I am loosing my sanity a step everyday.

[Nick9]

I am proud of myself! I managed to cook a great pasta casserole today ^^, hehe. And I feel very hug-ish...no one to hug around..

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