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I'm feeling pretty good, bit tired, my friends sofa is not that comfortable to sleep on after a day of lanning :biggrin:
Sometimes you need a bit of chaos in your life to be able to shrug off pitiful disdain about something meaningless.
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PurpleHusky Wrote:Can't really say how I feel today. I'm a mix of emotions right now.
Happy that another day is here and going by bringing me one day closer till I can final go to my mate and looking at his picture always makes me happier.
Ticked off and depressed because I just got another 10 emails with job applications coming back as "Sorry you didn't get the job". That makes 40 of them now. It really is a pain, I hate being unemployed. Those that I have applied to locally won't even return my phone calls. So I've almost given up on them. I'm nearly broke, hell might as well just say I am. I've only got $652 left. That's not going to last much longer.
I'm trying my best to remain positive that something with open up, but that positive attitude is slowing starting to fade.
Heh I feel you, being unemployed for a long time kind of breaks your spirit. Its hard to get a job, I've handled our 8 resumes to 8 different cafés, restaurants, bars yesterday, everyone kind of said no but I still gave them one just in case. Hope you get one some day
Just stand tall and be proud, one thing I've learned is that no one is going to hire someone who looks beaten down and sad. No matter how heavy it might be, try to leave the sadness at home when your are searching. Good luck
Sometimes you need a bit of chaos in your life to be able to shrug off pitiful disdain about something meaningless.
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Finished with my work and got out early so now I get to sleep. Good day so far I say. Haha
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I came out to my sister over the phone (she lives 7 hours away and I never see her) earlier. I ended up getting really emotional but she was so nice about it and is really supportive. She asked me a bunch of questions to which I didn't have many answers to. We talked about how I might go about telling my parents but I'm not really ready for that. Now I have quite a bit of school work to do but I'm not really in a mood to accomplish anything. But to answer the question at had, I'm okay today lol.
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