How are you today?

[Kiid]

Today I am ok.
Went out with mum to get the car serviced and went for a walk with the dogs. I also have grown a half ass beard and it is GINGER and I'm liking it. I think I might turn them into mutton chops just to be hipster like n.n

[ceez]

lol I'm having school withdrawal, I suddenly had the urge to write a paper :biggrin:

[fenris]

Bad day ... Pains, Pains, Pains ..... nothing helps.... slight symptoms of poisoning from painkillers... trembling, visual disturbances, fever .... hope tomorrow its better....

[spencer]

Well, I'm driving home from a party, I have to pee BAD like my stomach is cramping and I feel like my bladder is about to explode bad. I suddenly get pulled over and given a 155$ fine for speeding and "improper turn." "Do you know what speed you were going?" "uhh 30-35?" "and what is your justification?" "Is it not the speed limit?" Nope, apparantly it was 20. Why did I make this mistake? I was exiting Missouri into Kansas. In missouri it's 30 Kansas it's 20 and apparantly I missed the change but honestly it had only been like seconds that I'd entered Kansas and I was more or less slowing to stop at the stop light when I was speeding so I dunno why he even bothered pulling me over. But even so with my confusion expressed so it was obvious I wasn't INTENDING to speed I STILL get the freakin citation written. And yeah 155$ isn't a lot but with my salary and expenses 155$ pretty much fucks me for the moment. Anyway, sorry to rant but I'm royally pissed. And even getting home and finally emptying my bladder my stomach still hurts. Thank you friendly officer for the UTI. D<!

[Jay]

It's 12.05am. I just got back from work. Tired. Was a highly stressful day in office. Had to chase multiple datelines.

Appointment with my surgeon at 9am today. He wants to check my progress and also prepare me for the next surgery. I'm ready.

[Jay]

Forgot to mention.

I stumbled into Sam quite often these days. He smiled but I avoided him. I make sure to take a separate elevator to be away from him.

But truthfully I miss him as a friend. Sam was the first guy that I made friend with after I joined the company that I'm working with right now. He joined his company few months earlier than me.

Most of his friends that ridiculed me have left the company. Sam was promoted to a higher position but he's alone now. Well Nick is around. But i rarely see him.

Yesterday I had lunch with my colleagues in a shopping mall's food court. Sam sat few tables apart. He ate his his lunch alone.

Last week both of us had our lunch with our colleagues in the same food court. We sat quite close to each other. At one point, Sam just looked at me.

I feel guilty. As much as I want to have him back as friend, I can't. I keep remembering what his friends did. He followed them because well, they are his friends and colleagues.

Maybe I should give him a chance as it wasn't his fault to begin with. Maybe I should volunteer to apologize. I miss him a lot. I'm torn.

Maybe I should mend my relationship with Nick too.

[PurpleHusky]

Wasn't feeling all to great earlier this morning. Then my mate sent me this video and it just made my day. :3

[ceez]

Forgot to mention.

I stumbled into Sam quite often these days. He smiled but I avoided him. I make sure to take a separate elevator to be away from him.

But truthfully I miss him as a friend. Sam was the first guy that I made friend with after I joined the company that I'm working with right now. He joined his company few months earlier than me.

Most of his friends that ridiculed me have left the company. Sam was promoted to a higher position but he's alone now. Well Nick is around. But i rarely see him.

Yesterday I had lunch with my colleagues in a shopping mall's food court. Sam sat few tables apart. He ate his his lunch alone.

Last week both of us had our lunch with our colleagues in the same food court. We sat quite close to each other. At one point, Sam just looked at me.

I feel guilty. As much as I want to have him back as friend, I can't. I keep remembering what his friends did. He followed them because well, they are his friends and colleagues.

Maybe I should give him a chance as it wasn't his fault to begin with. Maybe I should volunteer to apologize. I miss him a lot. I'm torn.

Maybe I should mend my relationship with Nick too.

it's good to forgive and forget, just remember not to make the same mistakes again mile:

[ceez]

UUUUUGGGGHHH, I'm nervous, I'm going to a job fair and I'm afraid I'm going to screw something up

[Mrmatty376]

Been super tired all day. Too much to do, I kinda just want to take a day to sleep lol. But things have been kinda hard for me right now. I'm going on an off and on thing, I'm happy for a while, then I'll be sad and start to miss my friend. Dunno. I was looking through some old pictures and reading old messages. Just miss those times where I didn't have to worry about other things and I had time to spend with him and go places and just have fun and relax. Ugh. But whatever, hopefully things will get better.