How are you today?

[Nick9]

Hmmm, Matty I am not sure.

You would like to have a happily ever after with him as a bf, but you don't seem to want to work on the friendship.
I also doubt that I would feel comfortable around someone who would call my gf a slut.

I know that I mix everything together now, but you have those things in your head. I have a feeling that you may not want to be his friend. You want him as a bf, or nothing. A friend is just not enough for you. Maybe, just maybe you would be ok with "the best friend."

Wouldn't a friend do too, Matty?

[zeon]

im going good been very tired as partied till fouram and six am with the ex's family over... all good fun though and glad they are gone as mine are coming over now

[Nick9]

A birthday party, zeon?

[zeon]

No Just his family love partying hard when they come from leicester to Brighton and love the city... I myself end up exhausted as im driver lol... Had giggles especially when i caught my ex snogging a girl.... WTF is all that about lol his a closest hetrosexual i bet!

[Mrmatty376]

Hmmm, Matty I am not sure.

You would like to have a happily ever after with him as a bf, but you don't seem to want to work on the friendship.
I also doubt that I would feel comfortable around someone who would call my gf a slut.

I know that I mix everything together now, but you have those things in your head. I have a feeling that you may not want to be his friend. You want him as a bf, or nothing. A friend is just not enough for you. Maybe, just maybe you would be ok with "the best friend."

Wouldn't a friend do too, Matty?

I'm the only one trying on the friendship. I'm out of options here. The only thing left is to just act like I don't care about being ignored and then turn into that creepy guy who keeps sending you messages yet they never reply.
I was happy with being his friend for the past however long it's been. I dunno, you're probably right though.
And I call her a slut cause she's the first one he's ever done anything to...with? you know what I mean. And it doesnt mean anything when I call him the slut cause I always call him a slut. lol.
I dunno. He's hardly a friend anymore. I blame myself.

[brybry87]

Feeling a bit down,

..hopefully going to the gym will help a bit. I can deal with other sad-feelings, except for this one. Already dealt with it last year. I just hate when old feelings like this come up

[Rainbowmum]

I am good today, half asleep but good.

[XRIMO]

They say money doesn't buy happiness, but my new 51" plasma 3D TV is sure making me happy right now :p

[brybry87]

Felt better after the work out earlier. Went out bought a silly shirt then now I'm about to cook some dinner.. Last day of not working tmrw..~!

[MidgetGem]

Was really fatigued and slept from 5am till 7pm on the 7th? it's now 4am of the 8th of may and I'm well.. HYPER and about to get ready to take some sunset photos