How are you today?

[Sylph]

hey hallo everyone
im really newbie around here,and im confuse with my feelin.btw how did u knew that u were gay? i mean whos make that thing so clear for u?
thanks alot xD
have a great day y'all xD

Hi Roroachi .

Well, for me, it's always been there for me. I'm one of those fem[feminine] guys parent's usually tell their sons to watch out for, even though I'm not really like that .

I've always looked at a guy and said; "He's going to be my husband, and I'll be the wife :biggrin: " . I've just always felt an attraction, a pull if you will.

Basically, it felt natural for me. I never really thought about it, I didn't even say; "Hey I'm gay" at first, I just said; "I wanna be his girlfriend!" .

Not that many would agree here, probably, but that's how I knew, and when I learned more about the whole "gay thing", I realized that's what I was.

It's probably harder for guys who aren't as feminine as I was/am, because you grow up "normal" and then suddenly feel an attraction to the same sex, whereas I grew up always saying I wanted to be some guy's wife/girlfriend.

I think it best to let things be organic when it comes to figuring yourself out and what you like/don't like.

No one can really tell you who,what,when,where,why and how, so you have to figure it out. You know yourself better than any one possibly can. Don't let outside influences change and manipulate your decisions/feelings.

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[Puck]

*yawn* Tired....bored....can't sleep...sending my laments to anyone else who works graveyard....trying to force myself to stay awake....drinking far too much coffee than what's good for me :biggrin:

[zeon]

im going good... felt my heart sink when i was at work and the ex popped in and told me in conversation his off to portsmouth with his new boyfriend as i thought..... This is horrible his going away and im being left behind but then thought i ended it let it go lol

[Dan1980]

I am so tired after a long day at work.

[monk]

Guess what sweeties . I started today at the Zoo, half day though.

I have to be assigned a mentor for the first couple of months and get my uniform[which is cute, so I don't mind it :biggrin: ], before I officially start all day shifts.

I was introduced to all the animals, including three new Madagascar Ring-Tailed Lemurs, one of which had his balls in my face!! :mad: lol.

I met all the frogs, turtles, tortoises, peacocks, parrots, fish, octopi[Octopus], snakes, geckoes, spiders, monkeys, all sorts of mammals, Seals, Otters, Walaby[?], and so so much more. And all the babies too!!

I got to go behind the scenes and see and learn how they prepare the food and what eats what and learned there are some animals, such as a species similar to the Mongoose, that eats mice :eek: .

It's just so amazing!!!!

Also, I met a cute white guy who I think wants to F my brains out... or maybe he was just nice . Eitherway, I was completely professional ... yeah. lol

This sure beats taking those long lessons on how to take care of yourself and others who visit... lol. I was like; "Let me play with the Giant Tortoises!!!!" :biggrin: .

It's just so much fun. I wish I could bring my Viola, but some animals are skittish around loud sounds :frown:

Feeling much better after reading this. I'm glad it went so well.

[dfiant]

Feeling much better after reading this. I'm glad it went so well.

Odi just has the knack of infecting us with joy with everyone of his posts. He is an adorable man.

Sooooo pleased with the Zoo job. It just seems like Odi was born to be there for the animals...even the WALLABIES LOL

Wallabies for those that aren't aware are an Australian Marsupial that can be best described as small Kangaroos.

[XRIMO]

What I would give to just run away...

[Dan1980]

What I would give to just run away...

Why do you want to run away?

[ceez]

I was depressed last week and had a dream that freaked me out. I was frantically climbing a steep hill that death was standing on top of and right before I reached his robe I woke up. I'm feeling a little better now though.

[BrianNguyen]

Today I'm still breathing today IoI,but feel lazy,don't want to do anything and coudn't feel summer's time !