How are you today?

[Rainbowmum]

Sick of being sick .
It's been raining all morning ,Jack has not left my side , he is such a sweetheart.

What a waste of a weekend.

[monk]

What a waste of a weekend.

Not completely wasted - you're here!

[Daniel]

My writer's block has kinda passed so I can finally write again ^^

[Zet]

Its been a very weird and surreal week for me, one of the strangest in a while. All I feel like to do today is to sleep, although I'm not tired and could run a mile.

[Sceak]

About 3 years ago, I was going through a very bad breakup. I was way past the point where I had any feeling of self-worth, and was almost coming apart at the seams with the interminable voyage of a rudderless boat set adrift to the mercy of the currents of a heartless ocean.

And then one day I broke, crying on the streets of Hulhumalé while a very wise woman who was a consultant at work put my head on her shoulder and let my tears soak her shoulder pad.

And then she said, "Why don't you try just 'be'ing?"

I said, "What do you mean, being :confused: "

She said, "Not being, 'BE'ing. Everything's going horribly for you now, but that doesn't mean that you've got to fight it, or run away from it. Just be, W. Exist, even if it is unpleasant. I'm not promising that things will get better; you'll have to see that for youself."

And I existed. Since then I found love three times, broke up three times, returned home and ran away for the third time and met my boyfriend in January 2011.

It hasn't been easy living since then. Our romance isn't as creamy and smooth as I write about it in my blog, but chunky and chewy, where some bits we just spit out and the others we grit our teeth through.

And then here I am, still existing, hoping that one day I will feel whole and alive again.

But you know what? It's the BEing that's the zen of it all. I'm feeling a lot like what you described, Sceak. But the only thing is that I don't accept it, I know life is being terribly unfair to me, but sigh sigh... since when has life ever been fair?

I feel so f:eek:king low right now, I need a big hug, but my bf is spending the night at his mother's who demands a lot of his attention. There's nothing I can do about it, and I wish it wasn't that way because I need his love.

So I'll just have to , till the time's right.

Right?

Sounds like it worked out great for you.

[Insanus]

Very very tired

[Sylph]

Meep! :eek:

I found my frog last night, he was sitting near the tank, probably watching all his buddies eating and missed them :frown: .

I scooped him up and dropped him back into the tank with his friends and he started jumping after the ants .

I was really worried for him. The room my tank is in, can get quite warm[it's the washroom] and I didn't want his skin to dry out.

So it's good that he found his way back :biggrin: .

I've slowly gotten rid of the cough and am already feeling fabulous again .

Recently, I came across a cousin's friend who got a Cane Toad/Marine Toad [Bufo Marinus] and decided I want to get one . He rescued one that was partially blind in an eye and she was soooo cute! I want one too!

They are just too much. I squeal whenever I see them! Whenever I see any animal really... I just love them sooo much!

Don't mind me... I'm just an odd-ball .

[monk]

Tired. ...............

[archubbycub]

Surprisingly, I'm in a pretty good mood, all things considered. :biggrin:

[Lunar]

I could barely sleep last night :eek: I've been so nervous about my national certification exam for medical laboratory science.

I literally woke up sick to my stomach. It's been so nerve racking.

I sat for my exam and didn't feel very confident about half of the questions and my answers. I get to the final question and my heart is nearly beating out of my chest!
I click submit in hopes of seeing that one syllable word.

There it was staring back at me from the computer screen:
Preliminary results: PASS

I am beyond ecstatic at this point and I throw my hands in the air out of excitemtent.

I have officially and finally passed my certification exam :biggrin: A huge relief!