Damn cum clauses. Always clouding up my perception.
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so sleepy!!!!! why won't you go away accursed insomnia? What have I ever done to deserve 3 hours of sleep a night?
But aside from mind-numbing fatigue, I'm chipper as a chickadee :biggrin:
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Happy, I have a friend (no not one with benefits) coming to spend the weekend with me.
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Today was an awful day. The weather kept changing and I ended up feeling very sick.
I also had a complete writer's block during an English test, which I now have to write again over the weekend because I felt really bad for writing almost nothing.
And somebody asked if I was "okay mentally". IT'S NOT MY FAULT. IT'S JUST THAT ANY SEASON EXCEPT WINTER IS AWFUL.
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Worried about landing a new job soon before my savings run out.
I've been unemployed for a little over a month now and its the worst feeling in the world. People don't seem to understand that all one can do is keep applying for jobs and hope someone hires you. They make you feel like a bum for being out of work, and its very hard on the psyche when you know people view you as lazy for being out of work when you're anything but.
Aside from that, I'm just swell
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tired, isolated, worthless
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I have had such an awesome weekend!! My boyfriend came home from college to visit the rents (and me of course :biggrin: ) and we have had such a great time. Went out for coffee at the new coffee house in town (where his mom works hehehe) on Friday and hung out downtown. Then last night we went to see a play that some of our mutual friends were in! Very funny play! And today we met up to hang out before he had to go back to college. This weekend was just the thing I needed! It helped me get back focused on what needs to be done so he and I can spend the rest of our lives together! Yeah! It's gotten that serious already!
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Tired. I think I've caught wintermoon's insomnia - dammit! :biggrin:
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Awake, when I should be sleeping - too much crap running through my head for sleep tonight.
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