Feeling so great! Feeling so amazing! (:
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I'm alive, which is a good thing I suppose. I think I'm really hitting the denial stage of this whole break up thing. I just can't believe this is happening. I want to move on but I don't know how. I never thought it would happen this soon. We had so many plans together, so many hopes and dreams.
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Wet - I think someone did a rain dance to keep me form getting a second deer today. :tongue:
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not so good. there are better days like these...and it's been raining hardcore all day long...wow really what have i done to deserve this. I can't go out so i'm staying indoor...why do things always have to be so complicated...but hey i have my music to accompany me and it's something i can always place my trust in lol...fuck me.....no, not literally
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Day 3 and I can't fucking fall asleep and when I do I dream about someone and wake up at 4:00 am in the middle of the night. I'm taking a beating right now...Enough is enough. NO MORE GAMES!!!!!!! YOU WIN.
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Like the song says, "I'm getting a little bit stronger everyday." Still not at 100% but I'm getting there. There was a guy that came over to my friends house Saturday night to help him move his boat. And while I'm not saying I want to start dating him right now, he was pretty damn cute. He had a really nice smile and seemed like a really fun guy. I asked my friend to see if we could all get together so I could get to know him a little bit better and maybe become friends with him. Still, I'm going to take this slow and get myself together first. Then I'll start looking into seeing other guys and possibly becoming more than just friends. But, I guess it doesn't hurt to look and admire others who could someday become more than just friends right?
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Feeling a little better. Glad for people who are willing to give second chances and listen to what I have been going through the past few weeks. Regretfully, but willing to cut those out of my life who didn't and would rather throw temper-tantrums that would make Donald Duck jealous and judge me by renouncing all bonds of friendship before knowing what happened.
All and all, I'm feeling much better, despite some personal setbacks.
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