How are you today?

[fidusetaudax]

I just got done working a 17 hour shift. Ugh, so tiiiired.

[princealbertofb]

I'm alive, which is a good thing I suppose. I think I'm really hitting the denial stage of this whole break up thing. I just can't believe this is happening. I want to move on but I don't know how. I never thought it would happen this soon. We had so many plans together, so many hopes and dreams.

I'm sorry for you, cub, and I don't know how this happened, maybe you can direct me to the place you explained all this, if you did?

[ceez]

well I might get dragged to another strip club this weekend, my cousin is having a bachelor party last time I was bored so I wandered around the club and the bathrooms had a guy and girl picture on both doors and I was afraid of walking in on a "private" dance

[archubbycub]

As my daddy used to say I'm finer than frog hair split three ways! Lol

[archubbycub]

I'm sorry for you, cub, and I don't know how this happened, maybe you can direct me to the place you explained all this, if you did?

There's a thread in the Relationship section that goes into what happened but the gist of it is he didn't think it was fair that I set around twiddling my thumbs while he's off in New York chasing his dreams and career on Broadway. But you know what? If that's what he wants then fine! I'm gonna be okay and someday, once my life is in order and I feel it's safe to let someone back in, I'm gonna find me a guy that loves me for who I am and doesn't want to just fix me up then move on to the next project!

[princealbertofb]

There's a thread in the Relationship section that goes into what happened but the gist of it is he didn't think it was fair that I set around twiddling my thumbs while he's off in New York chasing his dreams and career on Broadway. But you know what? If that's what he wants then fine! I'm gonna be okay and someday, once my life is in order and I feel it's safe to let someone back in, I'm gonna find me a guy that loves me for who I am and doesn't want to just fix me up then move on to the next project!

That's the right attitude... Your recent life has been a rollercoaster of emotions... I'm sure you can take a step back, maybe even quite a few steps back and observe how things have developed. Then get back on the wagon as soon as you're feeling ready. You've done the most difficult part. So take courage and thrive, Archubbycub.

[archubbycub]

That's the right attitude... Your recent life has been a rollercoaster of emotions... I'm sure you can take a step back, maybe even quite a few steps back and observe how things have developed. Then get back on the wagon as soon as you're feeling ready. You've done the most difficult part. So take courage and thrive, Archubbycub.

Thanks Al! I know it's going to take some time, probably a lot of time, before I'm ready to give my heart to someone like that again, but I know someday it will happen. And when it does, not only am I going to be a lot better off due to getting my life together, but that special guy is gonna be one in a million, cause it's gonna take someone like that to get behind these walls again!

[princealbertofb]

You mean the kind of walls that you'd so desperately tried to knock down to come out?

[archubbycub]

No not those walls! The ones that I'm putting back up to keep my heart from being hurt by anyone that just wants to use me then move on. I'm out of the closet now and their ain't no way in hell I'm going back in there again! It's too cold and dark for my liking!

[princealbertofb]

No not those walls! The ones that I'm putting back up to keep my heart from being hurt by anyone that just wants to use me then move on. I'm out of the closet now and their ain't no way in hell I'm going back in there again! It's too cold and dark for my liking!

That's why I put the wink in, Archubbycub... I suspected that you didn't mean THOSE walls, of course. That was a struggle all of its own, wasn't it? Glad you've decided to be at peace with yourself.