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I'm a : Single Gay Man
Starsign: Sagittarius
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Not so well... Feels like I'm getting sick or some... Yay
Sometimes you need a bit of chaos in your life to be able to shrug off pitiful disdain about something meaningless.
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Vitamine C to fight infection, Zet!! And some rest!!!
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Uhh, kinda sick I guess. And lost in thoughts!
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second coffee of the day, so I'm beginning to feel human. Got guys coming in to install ducted air con, going to need it this year. At 6:30am it is already 26c and it is still spring
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feel like I've just been raped repeatedly by a very very sharp object - for most of the week actually. And now I understand how you felt...Get on...I have a little surprise for you.
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Really irritated at the fact that a person won't leave me alone. They know that i don't want to be they're friend and they are still trying to have a convosation with me as if nothing happened. -.-.
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I'm feeling the best I've felt since . . . maybe 2008! On the advice of the lovely posters of GS, I decided to attend an AA meeting. I had to purchase a tube for my bike's rear tire, though, and it took me a while to muster the courage to walk to the bike shop. Yes, my social anxiety is that bad, I was not kidding XD
Anyway, after I actually bought the tube, the walk back home was pleasant, unlike the anxiety-wracked way there. So that was three days ago; I attended the meeting on Wednesday. While it wasn't for me, I don't think, it did give me a chance to socialize with a large group of people. It inspired me to find a group that is right for me, though, and so I think I have!
I can't post links yet (or respond to messages . . . almost to 20 posts!), but it's a social anxiety meetup group based in OC. I'll be trying out a meeting very soon, I'm just waiting for the right event (they have different locations and activities).
Sorry for telling a story in a slightly inappropriate thread, I didn't want to bump my old one or create a new one, heh. I'm just so excited!!
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