musntt grumble been a good kinda day really..
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I'm working overnights now and after 1 week of trying to adjust it sure is kicking my ass. The change in sleeping schedule is the most difficult part. I can't seem to sleep for 6-7 hours anymore without waking up several times in between.
Finally, my first night off and I am traumatized by my dreams. I literally was in tears when I awoke. The dreams were so emotional and powerful that I felt helpless. I changed my diet in the hopes of getting more nutrients and less processed food into my system. So i could at least stay awake and energized throughout my shift and so far it has been helping.
I hope this exhaustion is only for the first month or so of adjusting.
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Bored mostly but, I've got things to do if I decide to quit being lazy today.
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I'm having one of those days where I know I need to get things done but I just don't have the drive to do it. I think I may be a little depressed. Not to the point that I just want to lay in bed and cry, and definitely not at the point where I want to hurt myself, but still, I feel more than just a little sad. We're having a party at one of my friends house tonight for the cast of the musical I was in this summer and I'm planning on going, but it would be nice to have someone to go with me. Guess I haven't moved on as far as I thought I had.
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Been better. I've got a cold and it doesn't make it better that my stepbrother interrupts my rest with music on max... it echoes in the whole house... Just passing the room gives me a heavy migraine. That bloody kid has no respect for none but for himself.
Sometimes you need a bit of chaos in your life to be able to shrug off pitiful disdain about something meaningless.
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