I really...don't know. :frown:
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It's really hard now just talking to friend's that are also friend's with this guy, the subject of 'What happened between you two?' Has been brought up alot by friend's. It may sound selfish or just childish, but i find that question unnecessary at the moment, No one has asked me 'How are you feeling?' No one's taking into consideration that i may be hurting by all of this. To top it all off, my best friend isn't even around, she's busy doing work experience and i've never gone through this without her, she's always been there to pick me up.
I know the world doesn't revolve around me and that i was the one who said goodbye. And i know it was just a 'fling' but i had my hopes. I'm off to bed, Thanks for reading.
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Hope you feel better in the morning Rocker.
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In a word, exhausted!! I was up until 6 AM talking to this guy on FaceTime and had to call in to work because there was no way I could do it with no sleep!!
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Met old friend from university (with whom I had lost contact with over the years) during todays shopping trip. Was fun to talk and gossip with him after all this time. Chanced contant info with him and gona meet him again in near future.
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I've been chilling out and drinking Shandy all day so I'm good.
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Today was kind of depressing. I had an odd yet pleasant dream which, when I woke up, gave me a shot of reality and put me in a sad mood all day. It's a big downer when, after a year of not being able to see the guy, the opportunity comes up and I get excited and in my mind i come up with all these things i want to tell him, and then suddenly I remember that he's in a pretty steady relationship with this girl and I know for a fact that he wants to keep it strong because he really does like this girl, so everything I built myself up for no longer matters and will only add more distance between us. It just really hurts to know that I can never be in the place this girl is at. Oh life...
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