Feeling like crap. Woke at 4.20am slap-bang in the middle of a migraine - not the best way to start the day. Now I feel like an absolute dish-rag. :frown:
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Super depressing day. All this time I was ready, building myself up to go home this winter for two weeks, and turns out I can't leave. No thanksgiving or christmas with the family again. Most of all, I dont get to see my friend, who i've been dying to see for a year. Yay for a lonely winter -_- I should stop making promises that I am in no control over... I just let everyone down.
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I am fan-flipping-tastic!!! My new friend has been so sweet to me the past few days. He asked me about my ex boyfriend the other night and I told him everything. When I was done he told me that he felt like I needed to completely close the door on my past so that he and I could walk down the road towards the future hand in hand and that he wants to help me close that door, lock it, and throw away the key! It was like something out of The Notebook!!
And so I've started by writing a letter to my ex. In it I have told him everything I feel about what he did to me. I even asked him how dare he do what he did when he did it! It's 3 pages long and though I may never send it to him, it helps to get all those feelings and emotions out!
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Terrible, I hate my job, I wanna go home and see my family and my friend, and my supervisor is a dick.
I did go out to eat with a guy from work and found a cute little lizard in my room though. I named him Prince Reginald The Gecko of the Graceful Regime Of Mattitropolis and heir to the Count Lucius Von Bumble-ant of Outsidia (I found a bee colored flying ant on my window one day and named him thus.), and distant cousin of Patrick Stewart. (There was a pigeon that sat at my window one day while I was watching scrubs and I named him Patrick Stewart after the Sir himself.)
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