I hate being bored. My brain goes too fast for me to keep up, then I start thinking about being alone and no money, and all that bullshit.
Ive been "in the mood" the past month, but all the ways I looked for guys to hookup with arent there anymore.
I tried that Grindr thing, which was horrible....all the guys on there either looked like criminals, were under age, or didnt have a clue what soap and water is used for.
Craigslist.....forget that! Heard too many horror stories. Plus those people on there want carbon copies of themselves or some guy who doesnt exist.
So, here I sit, alone, bored, horny, and poor.
AGAIN.
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I have this strange visceral urge to take all the sick fucking abusive pigs of the world and dip them in tubs acid and watch them corrode to death. And then bring them back to life to do it all over again. Perhaps I'm too obsessed with revenge fantasies.
Really I just want them to have a sudden epiphany of their own wretchedness and realize what they've done and take their remorse and do something to make amends somehow. But that's a fantasy altogether more unlikely than dipping them in tubs of acid.
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Tired. I drove for almost 5 hours to come home for Easter and I'm pretty sure I got ticketed for speeding. Great.
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Burying another liar/manipulate bastard this week. Life is going to be grand.
No seriously, I learned this morning that an old 'friend' (I use that term loosely) up and died last night.
Manipulators, they seem to be all around in droves lately... Malicious, lying creeps - wish they would all up and die so we could bury them in a mass grave and have done with it.
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Just back from the BF's place. I helped him pack and move to another place across town. I think it's for the better. The landlord of the old place was kind of crazy to put things mildly.
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Not good. I spent the night at the hospital and I'm still here. I had a 41 degrees fever last night.
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