Replace 'soft pretzel' with bacon egg n cheese sandwich' and you've got me.
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MisterTinkles... with all due respect
I could just about promise you that things will get better
they did for me...
however
this is not a planet where we chill
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dude, didn't mean for that to come off the wrong way.
we've come through, as they said on the sitcom Soap many years ago, sorrow, seperation, death and destruction but we're still a family, we love each other. gay men are notoriously catty with each other but at the end of the day you're not alone brother.
peace.
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I had a most excellent time with the BF over the weekend. Spent too much money though. Going to need to work some OT to cover the expenses this month.
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I'm feeling pretty good. Just walked the dog. Drinking a cappuccino. Hope the power is back on when I get home after the wind overnight blew trees down on powerlines.
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I'm not doin' so hot today. I've on ultra high anxiety all day, heart racing, vomitting feeling, overwhelmed by work, lonely. Being on campus 40 hrs a week and yet not experiencing any actual human contact is frustrating. Sometimes I just want to run up to a stranger and hug 'em and say "I know you don't know me and I don't know you, but seriously, why can't we be best friends?" or maybe just slap 'em. It's either that or get on all fours on the sidewalk and start banging on head on the cement until there's a sloppy, bloody pile of brains and hair that I can see, just as proof that I actually do exist.
I didn't sleep last night, not a wink. I was dreading coming back on campus for this very reason. I'm not sure what this feeling is or where it really comes from, but I really hate it.
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Today was fine, wish I didn't have man flu though. Haha!
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Today I had to pay my speeding ticket, got a parking ticket and my dog pooped on my floor right before I took him for a walk.
"Thanks Obama".
For those who didn't understand "thanks Obama"
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Well I"m working like crazy. 12 hour shift yesterday and another 10 hours today. The next paycheck should be a good one.
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