A mix of scared, angry, and happy all at the same time! The first two come from the fact that I got a call from my mom a little while ago. They think my dad's liver may be failing due to a combination of cirrhosis and liver cancer. And I'm trying to find a way to get to them because I'm without a vehicle at this time. The happy comes from the fact that I just found out my BF and I both got call backs for the musical we auditioned for Friday night!
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All in all it was a ok day for me.
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I keep having ridiculously vivid dreams and alot of the time they're really unsettling. They've gotten so vivid that I can't wake myself up from them anymore (this morning's one was only about 15 minutes of snoozing and I had a creepy dream about the north shore and roads that don't make sense, not trusting Stalin and Kath and Kim runnin my school.) It takes about three hours to fully 'wake up' and kick into the day now o.o I always get this when I have exams. I do like remembering my dreams though which is the upsde to all this.
Last year, I just had a whole month of vivid dreams and they were all just this: "Oh god I forgot about exam. Oh no. Well there goes my future." it took a trip to christchurch to stop the dreams.
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Having a small sense of relief right now. I just told my dad about my boyfriend. He had met my BF about a month ago but I didn't introduce him as my BF. Just as a friend. Getting to actually say the words to my dad really meant something to me. Especially since my dad is fighting liver cancer right now and not doing so well.
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Same old, same old. Learning something horrible about the world everyday.
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