Fighting the urge to scream and cry and punch a hole in a wall. Trying my best to remain strong for my family but this is probably the hardest thing I've ever had to go through.
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Fucking pissed off. I'm out as an atheist to everyone including my uber religious cousins down south. And actually they're fine with it. My dad talked to my cousin today. She brought it up to him I guess. And my Dad tried to "Smooth" it over by saying, "Oh he's at that age where he's not really sure where he's at." Grow a set, Dad you have an atheist in the family.
Damn.
Mick
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Like a real- W o m a n! Lol, just kidding.
But a co-worker whom I went school with made me blush yesterday! And he smiled! <3
If you knew me in real life, very little could make me blush, but he did.
So a van pulls up at the beach(my 2nd job) to offload some stuff and he comes swaggering out and says hi to me, cause the van pulled up next to me as I was eating lunch, but he calls me by a very affectionate nickname my girlfriends usually call me, so it always makes me blush when he says it, cause of the way he says it. And he then proceeds to lift the heavy looking boxes and I rush to get out of the way and he just goes "no, eat your lunch. Just watch your head" and then proceeds to brush his body past mine, lifting the box over my head and put the box where it had to go. But by that point, I forgot my lunch and was like so girly lol, then he does the rest and walks away, saying enjoy your lunch and called me by the nickname and I nearly died! :-X
I've always had a small crush on him, even though he's a year older, which I don't care too much about, but makes it seem like I'm a little kid next to him.
Although he was off today :-( lol. And he knows i'm gay, so he has no excuse! Lol :-P
Also, I went to the hair salon today and nothing feels better than clean and gorgeous locs <3
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