Goats definitely love their stick thingies.
I had bacon today so I'm content (not goat bacon, don't worry).
•
After months of encouraging and giving Mr. T a lot of advice on how to approach his crush, he finally made his first move yesterday. He smiled at her and she smiled back. He was elated.
As his best friend, I am very happy for him. But at the same time, I feel like a small hole has been punched into my heart. I feel a bit empty. Mind you, I had a crush on this guy before.
Mr. T once told me our friendship will remain as it is even when he already has a girlfriend. He told me that he will still call me every night and we will still go out together all the time. But I explained to him kindly that all these will no longer be possible when he is under a commitment with his (future) girlfriend.
Sure, we still can call each other and go out once in a while but not as often as we do right now. But he still can count on me to be there for him all the time.
He was a bit disappointed. I'll be disappointed too. But I asked him not to worry. It's life.
This whole thing feels like a soap opera. I hope it ends well.
•
So so tired, but still unable to sleep. Oh well, sleeping is overrated anyway...
•
Nothing is right but I feel ok.
•
Still up after going to the state fair yesterday (it's almost 3AM here).
I had some fun but it was me by myself with a couple, so I felt like a 5th wheel. It sucked seeing all the couples all lovey dovey when I'm single! :/
Being single sucks!
•
Here I am at 5:25 am nearly and I am still awake though I thought at 3:00 am I would just get up for a while but I am nowhere needing to go back to bed. I have had a couple of vodka drinks but still am wide awake. Kinda of horny but when I go to watch porn I feel guilty because M is not here. M is my significant other (for me only as he thinks he is only my neighbor though we have quite a bit of sex together). I just really wonder why M invades my thoughts when I know I really never invades his thoughts. Why can't I just be me without him?
•
Today, I hung up on my great aunt Pam during one of her rants, and it was Twenty minutes before she realized that I had hung up on her.
•
Had cramps in my gut all week. Was burning up and didnt feel like eating.
Went my cutie Dr. today, said I have that virus thats going around. Gave me a rx to kill it.
Dont have to work tomorrow since Im contagious. Yeah! A three day weekend!!!
•
I feel great today! I had a new stereo with Sirius radio installed in my car and I finally started working on my graphic novel.
•