I tried to talk to my bf today, and it didn't work out so well.
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He has cancer and has some complications from the chemo treatments...
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Today was alright..
Classes are still going a few more weeks then we go into
Clinical for a couple more weeks then I believe, tests/finals
Then we graduate [I know that was so fast right?]
Then I'd be eligible to take the State Test and get licensure
to work as a CNA here in Ct..!
Not as down so thats a plus, but I think it's mainly due to the
fact that I'm a bit busy with school now. So keeping my headspace
occupied with much more important things.
Tomorrow is like my Friday since classes are only Mon till Thurs
a week.
As for the weekend..? I think I am going to a Pagan Pride Day festival
here in my State, hopefully money works out that I can go and actually
enjoy myself doing different things. Also hoping to meet some new people
along the way.. :]
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This thread is so hard: I just want to respond to everyone over the past few days!
Tim18, I hope things improve with your bf.
mbennet, I hope your grandfather's condition gets easier for him.
justbry, have fun this weekend!
As for me... I just hit bottom emotionally. It's been a perfect storm of life challenges from a few different directions converging on me recently. I've been holding on until a certain event passed. It finally came and a major muscle in my back spasmed. I've been in pain with little sleep for 5 days now. So far chiro, 2 massages, hot tub, and drugs haven't helped.
Tomorrow morning I have a long massage scheduled with a good friend who I really trust. If she's ok with it I think I'll let my emotions flow as she goes to work on my back. If all goes well I'll be reduced to a sobbing puddle of flesh and come out a new and improved version of myself by the end.
Mmmmm, lightning outside just now... auspicious!
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