How are you today?

[Waylon777]

Well, here's the thing...

It's probably one of my utmost humiliating and shameful thing that I do when under a lot of stress, but I stopped eating for awhile... like 2 days to be exact, only nibbling on Doritos, Crackers and Bread...and nearly passed out in the grocery store just awhile ago...

It's really the only thing I wish I could truly change about myself :crying-and-sorry-li , but when I get nervous or stressed, which is pretty rare, I tend to just not be hungry, like to the point where I won't eat for a day...

I hate being weak and seen as pitiable, so I played it off and managed to get home, and now I'm eating some Spaghetti and Hamburger, but I didn't realize I let myself slip so much...

My Boss at the Beach is letting me off early, due to only 1 or 2 ships coming in next month, which wouldn't be a thing to me, it is seasonal after all, I had planned for that, only it's just me who's getting let go early... and not only that but I have to pay rent for October and she kinda screwed my plans, because now I'm like 300$ short and I'm just like omg :crying-and-sorry-li

I was like "Mommmmy!" on the phone to her lol...

I don't start back up at the Aquarium until the end of October/Start of November, cause I was only working weekends up there and not fulltime so I can work both jobs, but my boss at the beach just really ruined it...

And then the grocery bills, phone bill, electricity bill, it just slowly but surely took it's toll... I was doing fine before this month, more than fine...

I'm usually good under pressure, but when she pulled the rug from neath me, I couldn't catch myself...

So I stopped getting food and kept my money close to my breast...

It's probably one of the reasons I've been so bitchy late lol. I mean, we all know I'm the Queen Bitch, but alittle extra lately...

Ugh Gurls, being an Adult sucks!

lol :crying-and-sorry-li


Although, on the good side, I am now reinsured and have medical coverage again and that was something I really wanted done, because I need that gurl!

Hmm.. My classmate have that tendency as well, mixed with panic disorder. Sometimes, he didn't eat for days before the exam and get panic attacks. He took a year off school and went to counselling to figure out how to get the not eating part and the panic disorder away. I think he's doing well. I think it's good have someone there on your side to maybe tell you to eat? Maybe going to counselling may help. or drinking copious amounts of vegetable juice may help when you are not hungry.

[mbennet35]

Once again I can't sleep -_-

[Rae]

I was really excited before, but now I'm worried. I have social anxiety problems, and when I get really anxious my back muscles tighten and it can be rather painful...
Well, I asked a guy out and he said yes and we just have to find a good time to meet up, but until then we hang out here and there for about 5 minutes inbetween classes (he's at the same university as me)
Every single time I see him my back hurts. A lot. And the pain shows on my face despite me fighting it, but I'm fearing he thinks I don't like him or something! DB And I don't want to tell him he causes me physical pain! And so now I'm kinda freaking out about this and it's making my back hurt again...

[Watermark]

Busy at work but still ok

[matty7]

very happy today - going to be a godfather to my friends little girl on sun... we have a rehearsal on thursday - not sure why we have to practice it though !!!! cant be that hard to splash water on a baby's head

[princealbertofb]

Your going to be The Godfather ! my friends asked me to be a "significant other" to their daughter at the naming ceremony apparently being a god parent is classed as being religious?! and they're not ..... I don't see them very much but she's 7 now and we email each other.

I'm shattered it's been a long day it's so difficult being nice to people who are being rude and aggressive so I just smile and be cheerful but that pisses some off even more so sometimes you can't win, customer is always right? Well they like to think they are - sigh

What you need is a , dryw.

[princealbertofb]

Awe thanks

And how are you today ?

Ok dry, thanks for asking. Just had my supper and am planning to watch something on the telly... I might also interact with my partner tonight if he comes online, which would be nice too.

[princealbertofb]

very happy today - going to be a godfather to my friends little girl on sun... we have a rehearsal on thursday - not sure why we have to practice it though !!!! cant be that hard to splash water on a baby's head

That's good news, Matty... even though you'd already told me. :biggrin:

[Lilitu]

I defied gravity.

[MisterTinkles]

I defied gravity.

You were "flaming" so hard today you actually levitated??
LMAO