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How are you today?
I lost all my course notes in the train. Shit.
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I'm doing very well today. Thank you to everyone who said nice things after my little emo blow up on this thread a couple days ago. You made me feel much better.

As far as that prick who said those things to me: I think he's had it out for me for a while now, and I'm not generally the sort who says "That teacher hates me man, that's why I got an F!!!" I'm not so self-centered to think that most professors spend energy to think of me, or most students, one way or the other. But this guy...

I think he was angry that I "challenged" him in class, so he felt the need to take me down a peg or two (I've been told by co-workers in the past that when I don't like someone (like a boss) that it reads on my face very clearly). So I'm not taking the things he said to too personally anymore.

Thanks again Southbiochem, Bowyn, Partis, Miles, Ekwarph and Mbennet for helping me feel better. I really do appreciate it.
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Wade Wrote:I think he was angry that I "challenged" him in class, so he felt the need to take me down a peg or two (I've been told by co-workers in the past that when I don't like someone (like a boss) that it reads on my face very clearly). So I'm not taking the things he said to too personally anymore.

Thanks again Southbiochem, Bowyn, Partis, Miles, Ekwarph and Mbennet for helping me feel better. I really do appreciate it.
Welcome BUNNY

Actually, according to your conclusion, I think the situation is even funny for you, cause you demonstrated how this guy was weak behind his appearance.
If it becomes unbearable (if you got an unfair mark), go and talk to the direction, you're clearly over him haha
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Today we are picking up my grandpa from the hospital. There is no more they can do for him. He will dye at home like he wants and he is tired of hospitals
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mbennet35 Wrote:Today we are picking up my grandpa from the hospital. There is no more they can do for him. He will dye at home like he wants and he is tired of hospitals

I'm sorry to hear that . I hope the best for your grandpa .
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Joshular Wrote:sweaty...
I did heaps of exercise.

Good on you, I'm proud of you and what you are doing for yourself Wink

Keep up the awesome effort Josh xx
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mbennet35 Wrote:Today we are picking up my grandpa from the hospital. There is no more they can do for him. He will dye at home like he wants and he is tired of hospitals

All the best to you and your family in this time of need, our thoughts will remain with you at this time and if you need anything mate, just ask as you are amongst friends that love you in Gayspeak.
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Today im feeling slightly like a pot plant that dreams of being a sunflower.
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Oh Wayden, that is so unfair. Ever since you joined us here at Gayspeak I have found your personality endearing and you have that unique characteristic that makes you just so damned adorable.

From the few photos I have seen of you I also find you to be a very attractive man.

So keep your chin up and stay positive, use critisisms as fuel for your determination.

Wink

Wade Wrote:I'm not doing so hot. I take an acting class and a few weeks ago my teacher made a point to tell me that because my teeth are so crooked, I'll never be able to be a proper stage actor. That really bummed me out cause I hate my smile. I know it's awful, I don't need to be reminded. But I was just getting over it when today, after I asked to be excused from an exercise because I felt embarrassed about doing it, he told me he wanted to speak to me privately.

He asked why I refused the exercise and I told him it made me uncomfortable and that I've recently realized that performing/acting just isn't what I want to do. Then for some reason, he decides to spend 5 minutes telling me how ugly I am, picking out all my physical flaws/insecurities (my weight, my teeth, my face in general, etc) and that if I want to be an actor I need to accept it so that I can focus on roles that call for that kind of actor.

I told him that I once played a romantic lead in a community theater show and he said "That's the last romantic lead you'll ever play. You're not Hal (the character I played), you're more like Hal's lab assistant." That's what he said verbatim. Mind you, this is all AFTER I told him I'm not interested in acting anymore.

Those aren't nice things to hear. I'll be honest, after that I found an empty stairwell and cried like a 16 year old girl being stood up for prom. It was gross. Now I'm so full of residual anger and depression I can't even find the will to go to class. I feel humiliated. I feel embarrassed that I actually try to pick out nice clothes or get a nice haircut cause what the fuck does it matter? I really really really don't want to be around people right now, but I have no choice. Fuck this day.
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mbennet35 Wrote:today we are picking up my grandpa from the hospital. There is no more they can do for him. He will dye at home like he wants and he is tired of hospitals

(((((hugs)))))))))
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