11-22-2013, 12:26 AM
I realized that in the last days I started being a little angry for this situation of being 'a jobless'.
Angry.
I'm the spare time (...) I'm also watching a lot of stupid videos, comic actors on youtube, visiting 9gag a lot etc as an unconscious therapy, cause generally I watch only a bit of these things.
Also I'm anxious and nervous. I can manage, but for the anger is different (and luckily anger is better than anxiety etc.)
I want to change many things, but I cannot at the moment. Oh, probably there's a big change in front of me, but is something that I really don't want...
Oh, I also realized that my crush on that guy isn't finished, and now I'm hoping is only a long infatuation... He's constantly in my head...
Angry.
I'm the spare time (...) I'm also watching a lot of stupid videos, comic actors on youtube, visiting 9gag a lot etc as an unconscious therapy, cause generally I watch only a bit of these things.
Also I'm anxious and nervous. I can manage, but for the anger is different (and luckily anger is better than anxiety etc.)
I want to change many things, but I cannot at the moment. Oh, probably there's a big change in front of me, but is something that I really don't want...
Oh, I also realized that my crush on that guy isn't finished, and now I'm hoping is only a long infatuation... He's constantly in my head...