Little bit better, we're still in hospital but at least we know what's wrong now.
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^^ Hope she's ok
And today I'm being a coward..ugh
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Probably for the first time in months (except when I heard about vary bad news), tonight I'm sad.
I reached this emotion.
Not too much.. As you know I'm always saying a little bit. Maybe I became too much strong? Useless... Mh... If I was weaker maybe I would call a friend or something like this. Would be better, but I'm too much independent and 'proud'.
It's strange, but ok, I'm laughing at it, drinking beer. A sad thing. XD
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It's not being weak to call a friend to have a talk. Not especially about the reason why you're sad, but just for a talk.
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OMG...Im SO bored not working now. NOTHING to do....Im going SO stir crazy. I know Ive gained more weight just not working!
Well, after the new year I will be signing up for temp jobs. At least I will get something to do that way, I hope.
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