I went to buy potatoes andnforgot my keys because i was busy wearing my pretty new trousers.
Now i have to take a bus akl the way to mums office.
thats okay were going to have nice lunch and also there was a crime at the suoermarket so there were a few good looking policemen there.
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I'm feeling a little depressed today. Me and the bf had Christmas dinner with my parents. It was fine until we were leaving and my mother tried to get me to take a book. It was about someone who was freed from their being a lesbian. My mom still thinks I am sick or under satanic influence. I told her I really didn't appreciate the gesture. She told me to take it even if I didn't read it to just keep is somewhere at home just in case I changed my mind. I wound up telling my mother I loved her but left the book behind.
I don't expect her to condone my relationship but she does have to accept it. Forcing me back in the closet as I'm sure was the basis of the book is not helping me to be close to my parents.
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I am OK
Just a little bored now . . .
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Still a little sick but better than the last days.
Only a little nervous cause gosh, I'm trying to put in the suitcases over 1 year of my life in London... But I'm almost sure I'll come back, and maybe in few weeks or months...
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