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How are you today?
Im feeling okay...

Saw some college friends Smile

Time flies so fast..... I was just 16 when i first met them

Soon, i'll wake up and i'm already 30 Sad
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Feeling angry with myself for not walking away of a toxic relationship with my crush... As the song says

"Y me envenenan los besos que voy dando" Im poisoned by the kisses i have given.

So i went to the movies again with him, for the last time i swear. It would have been nice to be there just as a friend, but i cant be his friend, because im so in love, and he is so in love with another guy, yet he has no problem to make out with others. Feeling heartbroken.

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I'm hoping for a good Saturday..

Do my workout, shovel my car out [finally] out of the snow, visit
my fave shop, go to the mall/bookstore to pick up my book, have coffee [again],
go home, make dinner and hopefully get lost in my book.

Honestly trying to keep myself occupied. I have a love/hate relationship
with being alone.
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I'm really missing talking to a friend who I messed up our friendship.
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Ok, now I'm here in Italy since 1 month and what I did in this month? Nothing.
I mean, I started drawing something but my intention was to spend a lot of hours everyday sketching, drawing, painting etc.
I feel lazy and disturbed by more or less everything in this place. I know it's something wrong with me, but I feel like in a prison, even if I'm living alone, it's not something strange, I already knew that but I thought coming back would be easier than... this.
Everyone is saying, 'everyone wants to come back', or 'THERE'S NO PLACE LIKE HOME', but what is 'home'? I never felt this word, maybe I felt it when I was at the Musee du Louvre or something... Or maybe home is a nightmare, maybe it means that...
I don't know, I have no place in the world but I'm a little worried about this thing, I cannot give another chance to the place where my family and friends lived for dozens of years...

Also, I met my friends, and I felt 'distance' between me and them. When I was distant I never felt this. Not all of them, but the friends that I used to see every weekend or when we had the time to do something. I really grew up with many of them.

It's not a very huge problem, but I feel very lonely. Today is saturday night I don't know if I'm going to do something, I don't wanna see them, but what I can do in this minuscule town with nothing and none?
Am I really missing some people from London? Also I don't want to think too much about London cause I don't want to miss IT too much...

Boh.
Undecided
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coping..

I am coping..
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Been better.
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Not at all bad for a Sunday.
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I don't know,

A bit frustrated and annoyed at myself. Thinkin' about login' off for awhile..
Will try and def get lost in my book/s..

<3
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