I'm feeling sad. Sick. Ugh. I feel like blah. Fuck.
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Annoyed all the rain did was bring more humidity and steam.
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I'm still trying to figure out how I'm going to come out to my friend/crush. I know there will be no way back, so I'm trying to think of a way it's not going to sound bad or make him uncomfortable.
I want to tell him the while truth, but I don't know where to begin. I think I'm going to start with my uncle's attitude last week because I'm still pissed and haven't talked about it with anyone, and I've seen him again at my mom's party. I simply feel disgusted when he is around and he was a total jerk again. That, and the fact that I think all my past relationships have failed because I always think something is missing and that I'm fooling myself. I set my deadline for friday because I just can't stop thinking about it and it feels like it's something I have to do.
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I don't know what the fuck is up with my dad, I just started working at the same place he works and every time I talk to this fucker he keeps insinuating that I might get fired at anytime for no reason :mad:
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Grumpy....
It's to early (6am) and I have to go to work I really don't want to...
All I wanna do is sleep....
Hopefully my day will improve!!
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