Good. Feels like I took a great weight out of my shoulders, but I still have to wait until tomorrow to know the size of the impact this will have to my life.
•
I'm finally seeing a doctor today because this flu keeps getting worse. Hopefully I can get back to my life sometime this week.
•
I'm feeling a little tired right now.
•
im about to kick off im sure . my pc monitor has been freezing so im having to reboot ,,so frustrating ,,,
I got told by a friend not to punch it again as id get cut ... turns out its some sort of plastic ,,cos I hit it hard and it just bent ,, so now I need the cash for a new one ,,,,this ones going Jesus tomorrow ....shes hanging on though
•
Wade Wrote:How would you know?
I deactivated my FB account about a year ago; best decision I ever made (after my decision to travel exclusively on the back of my pet liger, of course).
Now I'm no longer comparing myself to old high school acquaintances and their bullshit over inflated pictures of themselves in Tibet... and every other awful thing that comes with facebook. You'll be happy you did it. At least, I think you will. But I don't really know you, so... what the hell am I talking about?
Usually someone would text me, I've completely deleted before.
I still like it to use it to search for events and the like, I just wished I
didn't have to deal with the having to be social on a social networking site, lol
•
I want to be positive again, and every time I think I’m on the right track it comes crashing down and I want to hurt myself again…….
I’m tired of this cycle, so very tired.
My greatest fear right now, if I can’t make it on GS, how am I to expect to make it in university. Can I?
It’s so frustrating!
But whatever, I’m to the point I no longer care what happens to me...
•
•
Jovial Wrote:I want to be positive again, and every time I think I’m on the right track it comes crashing down and I want to hurt myself again…….
I’m tired of this cycle, so very tired.
My greatest fear right now, if I can’t make it on GS, how am I to expect to make it in university. Can I?
It’s so frustrating!
But whatever, I’m to the point I no longer care what happens to me...
I love you jovial
•
Tired.
Bored.
Poor.
Same old crapolla.
•
Jovial Wrote:I want to be positive again, and every time I think I’m on the right track it comes crashing down and I want to hurt myself again…….
I’m tired of this cycle, so very tired.
My greatest fear right now, if I can’t make it on GS, how am I to expect to make it in university. Can I?
It’s so frustrating!
But whatever, I’m to the point I no longer care what happens to me...
Uni will be different Jas, you'll have a goal, you'll be breathing a different air and you'll have more freedom, even to display your sexuality to those you might meet and get to trust. And your family doesn't even have to know mile:
That will take away a lot of what's troubling you right now, which is obviously exacerbated by the fact you're homebound, lonely, and with no visible goal at the moment.
Uni will be all of these things to you, so I can predict you will do more than fine, Jas.
•
|