03-03-2014, 04:40 AM
so like, this weekend I hung out with two guys who are interested in me for maybe two different reasons? I hung out with my friends with benefits guy and had a good time with him but I think we are a bit more than that... and then there is this other guy totally head over heals for me but I m just in no way physically attracted to him, hes a nice guy but not what i m looking for. I like him as a friend though. BAH + they are both really nice and understanding with my anxiety issues.
But I think what I loved most about this weekend is listening to 2ne1 s new album AHHH so good.
I also had a bit of a mental breakdown this morning, cried my tears out like crazy, but this is the first time I break down like this in over a month.
Next week I plan on going to Ottawa and visiting my good friends and working out of the ottawa office. I also plan on having a bit of a breakdown with my friends, cuz ive never actually cried infront of anyone except for one person in my life... and I think I would like to cry with my friends and they can be there for support (as weird as that sounds).
I ve also managed to take a little less of my anti-anxiety pills. Going to call the psychiatrist this week cuz the doctor told me they might be able to get me a physiologist for free.
oh and work is going good. Yea. that is my life update lol.
*goe
But I think what I loved most about this weekend is listening to 2ne1 s new album AHHH so good.
I also had a bit of a mental breakdown this morning, cried my tears out like crazy, but this is the first time I break down like this in over a month.
Next week I plan on going to Ottawa and visiting my good friends and working out of the ottawa office. I also plan on having a bit of a breakdown with my friends, cuz ive never actually cried infront of anyone except for one person in my life... and I think I would like to cry with my friends and they can be there for support (as weird as that sounds).
I ve also managed to take a little less of my anti-anxiety pills. Going to call the psychiatrist this week cuz the doctor told me they might be able to get me a physiologist for free.
oh and work is going good. Yea. that is my life update lol.
*goe