Set my alarm for 7am. Woke up. Finally got out of bed at 11am. I ache all over. So much for spending a few hours cramming for this midterm. Worst part is I don't even care how I do, I just want it to be over with.
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Feeling rather rushed today kind of started the morning off running.
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Okay, all applications are in…
It’s in their hands now…….
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I spent most of the day outside working, mowing, trimming, blah and my mind got stuck on the notion that I should go to the local bar and see if I can make a connection.
No silly, not a casual sex hook up, a drug connection.... IDK, lately I have been seriously jonesing to get high - like massive, cold sweat, using dream sort of jonesing.
I settled that I will wait until tomorrow to go to the bar... Its up for renegotiation tomorrow.
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I had a night mare that I had lung cancer and woke up with an asthma attack so basically I'm not going back to sleep. I've had such stupid dreams lately.
I'm happy I have an early start though on my day... It's not really that early (6am).
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