I am good !
I hope that everyone is OK today (^_^*)
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Not good, afraid, undecided and maybe deluded...
Living here is not for me :-( I'm still doing something that I find useful for 'myself' but I'm very worried about the future.
I received a job offer from my previous Italian bosses and this made me more undecided, cause is a nice job, nice people, nice place etc, I already experienced it... I don't want to live in this place, nobody understands me, I already know that I will need a professional support in few months, not now, but I really know myself, I already know what does it means living here... Also an old friend... Disappointed me.
But If I'll fly away now, what I can do? I will be short of money and everything very soon, so accept -immediately- a random job which I don't like etc etc etc...
I really envy simple people... :-( My life will always be full of big doubts...
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I'm so fucked. I give up. Fuck it. Whatever. I'm going to bed.
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