How are you today?

[Insertnamehere]

And I pissed off my sister today too.

Although when it comes to her she can go eat dirt for all I care. I ain't gonna be apologetic for being myself, she knows me damn well by now.

[matty7]

happier today as we had our first lot of snow - I smile loads more when the white stuff comes down, I do love the snow

[Insertnamehere]

My turn to be pissed off.

Get this, my dad asks me what I do for a work. We live under the same roof. As much as I avoid talking to him we do talk about important things like this. Now, I've been with my current employers for little over a year and the guy just asked me a few minutes ago where do I work and what do I do.

Why do I even bother.

[Anocxu]

My turn to be pissed off.

Get this, my dad asks me what I do for a work. We live under the same roof. As much as I avoid talking to him we do talk about important things like this. Now, I've been with my current employers for little over a year and the guy just asked me a few minutes ago where do I work and what do I do.

Why do I even bother.

Well that's pretty odd and kinda sad your dad isn't more "in tune" with what's going on in your life. .
So..
This brings us back to you making a decision. .

I understand you do not get along with your folks as well as you'd love to..
BUT..
Avoiding small talk with your dad is definitely not the answer.

Do you want him to be more involved ?

If your Dad knows you avoid him sometimes .. maybe he is choosing not to be "so involved " ..

[Insertnamehere]

Well that's pretty odd and kinda sad your dad isn't more "in tune" with what's going on in your life. .
So..
This brings us back to you making a decision. .

I understand you do not get along with your folks as well as you'd love to..
BUT..
Avoiding small talk with your dad is definitely not the answer.

Do you want him to be more involved ?

If your Dad knows you avoid him sometimes .. maybe he is choosing not to be "so involved " ..

No, the less I talk to him the better. I don't want him nor expect him to be "involved" in my life.

This topic is different though, this is something I have in fact discussed with him because he insists on grilling me about my work, how much money I'm making blah blah blah.

I mean, even one of the members here knows exactly whom do I work for after having mentioned it once.

What I resent is the fact that he insists on nagging about these aspects of my life and then the fucker doesn't even pay me attention when I talk to him about it!!

[Anocxu]

No, the less I talk to him the better. I don't want him nor expect him to be "involved" in my life.

This topic is different though, this is something I have in fact discussed with him becuase he insists on grilling me about my work, how much money I'm making blah blah blah.

I mean, even one of the members here knows exactly whom do I work for after having mentioned it once.

What I resent is the fact that he insists on nagging about these aspects of my life and then the fucker doesn't even pay me attention when I talk to him about it!!

Well.. hopefully things settle in at home eventually.

Till then you have us..

[Emiliano]

I was feeling a little down today, but I just looked out my window a few minutes ago and saw it snowing. Its the first time this year, its still white, and i dont have to go outside in it.
Its making me feel a little giddy.
:|

[starlight]

Feeling strange again

[Insertnamehere]

In no mood to be bothered by small petty things

[InbetweenDreams]

I am glad your feeling better panic attacks are not nice.

Panic attacks suck.... My first experience with one ended up with me in an ambulance lol... Although I laugh now (cost me about $3,000 to find out I wasn't dying lol).

First I just got dizzy, heart pounding, mind you I'm driving over the mountain between a town called Franklin and the town I live in, lots of windy curves and so on and no cell phone coverage. So I'm starting to feel faint when I start getting closer to the house, well I got home sat down and it just kept cranking up... I started getting chest pains and started getting tingly in my arms and feet which spread up to my waist.... I looked pale... I was convinced there was something terribly wrong... of course my parents not knowing what was going on either fed me nitro and bp medications (which they shouldn't have done) and I finally convinced them to call the ambulance, and when I got there, did a bunch of tests, EKG, X-ray, nothing wrong. Only thing that was off was my potassium, which could have been what triggered it... Had another the next day too... I think it took about a month to finally get rid of them, going back and forth with the doctor's office, they tried this medication, that medication.... ended up saying screw the medications and just went with a therapist which was the right choice. So now, I'm not taking any medications, I don't have panic attacks (knock on wood), I quit smoking as a result of having my panic attacks and I feel better and able to cope with anxiety...though not perfect but better.