Unsure of how I'm going to get everything done that needs to get done today.
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Feeling pretty hurt by what as happened and what i have seen, i feel so low and lonely. Life is getting worse,
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Somehow I got everything cleaned around the house. Dunno how that happened. I was being extremely lazy.
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I am feeling absolutely gutted right now. I made a stupid decision in the heat of a moment that I wish I didn't make. I'm both gutted at it, and angry at myself... ugh fuckboys. On the plus I decided to donate to GS' hosting costs this morning.
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A girl who works in the same job as me just in another company across the road from my works said when i went in tonight for a quick chat that i am the nicest person she as ever met.
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Very tired again, had some weird dreams last night
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Depression at it's finest. Normally I don't go into this because I don't want to seem weird or be any trouble to friends, and I bottle it up as to not be a burden, but today it's bad. Sorry in advance. I don't have any friends or anyone IRL, and it's been like that sense I was little forever a loner aside from the few I used to know way back before going into home schooling which is another story entirely. I'm 28 overweight, and generally feel like an ugly loser. I just wonder where my life is going, and if it is worth it honestly. Will I make it in music, will I be anything or anyone special to someone. With no social skills at all, and being quiet most of the time not knowing how to interact or not wanting to seem weird I just don't know. Loneliness is the scariest monster of all, one that can hollow your soul and twist your heart. Thank you for reading, and sorry again. Off to continue work, and contemplate thing's by myself.
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