How are you today?

[Darius]

Seeing as this site wont let me self delete i may as well use it to vent my thoughts, its not like i can impress anyone anyway. Tired of life, tired of work, no energy to do anything. Recently seen two things that have really upset me and noticed how others move on having hurt me and not given a damn, i am in the same trapped situation i have been for years and i can not seem to change or move on or get anywhere, i really feel like a pathetic low piece of crap that does not deserve anyone or anything. I am so lonely i cannot even begin to explain, someone suggested i try a dating app and yet again all people seem to do is ignore me i mean what more can i fucking do, im 26 and so fucking pathetic and lonely and cant seem to meet people for anything and when i have in the past it as failed straight away. What is the point in going on knowing i cant and things will not change. Its all just pointless, im not enjoying anything and cant change. Im sick of people giving me be positive advice, thats bullshit and does not work, everything i have tried as failed either that of people are making fun of me on purpose. Really fed up. Why i have wrote this i do not know but i really would like the delete my account selection to actually work!

I think lots of people in these forums want to help but don't really know what to say.
It probably helps when someone has been where you are, but even then it is small comfort. Ever site has assholes in it that only want to hurt others. Just ignore them. I hope you feel better soon.

Besides, if you delete, will you have anyone to talk to?

[bryyzy]

Ran outta beer and sunburnt face. Ouchhh

[starlight]

I think lots of people in these forums want to help but don't really know what to say.
It probably helps when someone has been where you are, but even then it is small comfort. Ever site has assholes in it that only want to hurt others. Just ignore them. I hope you feel better soon.

Besides, if you delete, will you have anyone to talk to?

Well i have FB but people hardly talk on there, i dont have and quality in person friendships at all aside from one lad from work but thats different. Im a very lonely person, i have tried dating sites and apps, my face seems to turn people off so i must be ugly, no one stays around beyond a few weeks then they stop talking. I have no hope left, nor do i have energy to fight anymore. I have tried so much and i fail at everything. I cant explain how i feel and what is going on its too hard for me to word and as soon as i talk with people i get told oh at least you have a house and water. Take a walk down a cancer ward then you will re think. Its best for me to leave this site. I have cause too much negativity and im pretty sure that as put alot of the members off me so i can not take that back so there would be no point in staying as people already have a view of me that they want to stay distant. You lot are better without me here. I just wish that deletion of my account would actually happen.

[Darius]

Well i have FB but people hardly talk on there, i dont have and quality in person friendships at all aside from one lad from work but thats different. Im a very lonely person, i have tried dating sites and apps, my face seems to turn people off so i must be ugly, no one stays around beyond a few weeks then they stop talking. I have no hope left, nor do i have energy to fight anymore. I have tried so much and i fail at everything. I cant explain how i feel and what is going on its too hard for me to word and as soon as i talk with people i get told oh at least you have a house and water. Take a walk down a cancer ward then you will re think. Its best for me to leave this site. I have cause too much negativity and im pretty sure that as put alot of the members off me so i can not take that back so there would be no point in staying as people already have a view of me that they want to stay distant. You lot are better without me here. I just wish that deletion of my account would actually happen.

I can think of a number of guys here who would overlook past issues if you give them a chance, nice guys like cridders, insertnamehere, mikew, beaux, emiliano, just to name a few. Why not give the place another chance? Maybe try keeping things light for awhile and hold back on the serious stuff? I know you are hurting, but like I said before, it's hard for us to know what to say. Hang in there.

[questioning9]

Well i have FB but people hardly talk on there, i dont have and quality in person friendships at all aside from one lad from work but thats different. Im a very lonely person, i have tried dating sites and apps, my face seems to turn people off so i must be ugly, no one stays around beyond a few weeks then they stop talking. I have no hope left, nor do i have energy to fight anymore. I have tried so much and i fail at everything. I cant explain how i feel and what is going on its too hard for me to word and as soon as i talk with people i get told oh at least you have a house and water. Take a walk down a cancer ward then you will re think. Its best for me to leave this site. I have cause too much negativity and im pretty sure that as put alot of the members off me so i can not take that back so there would be no point in staying as people already have a view of me that they want to stay distant. You lot are better without me here. I just wish that deletion of my account would actually happen.

People on facebook are not your true friends. trust me, you can have 1000 friends but when you arein your hour of need, do they come to you? hell no. they are nothing but a bunch of faux friends. i say, to hell with them. I used to be negative like you. facebook used to bring out the green eyed monster in me. trust me anytime when i saw my friedns with their other friends out partying or getting in social events and taking photos together i wondered why couldn't i be like them? they rarely talked to me. no i was never the life of the party. i was alwyas on teh sidelines. whenever i was positive, people drew near to me. whenever i am negative, people turned the other cheek. you see, when you have issues, nobody wants to be there. if you do not have many immediate family members, you are screwed. your cousins will not help you nor will your aunts and uncles and your grandparents and stuff. only you can help you. stay positive and i hope you beat cancer. if not, i would feel very sorry. attitude is everything.
don't be negative. take time to exercise, relax, and be positive. think about the many things you could be doing if you could heal. i hope it's not terminal. if it is, i would want to cry for you and just wish you didn't have to go. i hope you stay positive. sorry to hear that you are suffering from cancer. so sad. . I mean it from the bottom of my heart. I truly do. If you don't think I am sincere, I am.

Now you're a capricorn, which makes me wonder if it has anything to do with your personality that may be driving people away. Trust me, you won't stand me. I am an aquarius and you certainly will hate me. but oh well. I can only offer words of comforts. i can't physically be there for you and neither can the rest. sorry. it's sad but we live in an individualistic world in the U.S. and everyone lives by two mottos: To each his own, live and let live. when you are sick, take care of yourself. no one will.

by the way I am kind once you get to know me. I may be judgmental but I will learn to overlook your negative qualities. Trust me, I am not a saint, so don't expect me to be perfect. I have my own flaws as well so...

[Insertnamehere]

As long as it's only your arms that are like jelly....

Well today I was working my legs too. There is one limb, though, that just can't seem to be put down, however. :biggrin:

[Sylph]

I'm really tired of being the onsite translator for all the foreign colleagues i have and then be asked "how can you understand?". Bitch ¥~¥

And its taxing to have to do my work and then explain what my colleague's queries are about their jobs, because they don't speak English comfortably.

A guy from Mexico, Ecuador and Azores, plus a lady who speaks Chinese whom seems to like to write to me in Traditional Chinese, which i can baaaaaarely read.


On the plus side, my boss noticed and is now trying to talk to a higher supervisor to get me to do some crazy job translation bullshit for instructions or whatevs.

I really suck at Job Vocabulary, so ehhhhh

[Darius]

Well today I was working my legs too. There is one limb, though, that just can't seem to be put down, however. :biggrin:

Maybe you need a helping hand?

[Insertnamehere]

^ ALWAYS :eek:

[valkyrie4488]

Everything worked out with the amp head. I traded the LH500 in, and with my brothers help got the LH1000.