How are you today?

[CellarDweller]

HOw am I? Tired.

lol

Bowling season has started, so I was up later than usual last night, and up too early today.

[Reaper2.0]

I'm a little exhausted. We worked through lunch today and the job took a little longer then necessary. (I'll probably mention this tomorrow, the guilty people will know who they are.) Then I went to the gym.

I'm usually very anti-social in the gym, but a young kid with a walker (he had some form of disability) was lifting next to me. I was racking and getting him different dumbbells.

[JDD22]

I have plenty to be happy and greatful for, I'm sure you do as well.  Let's try to keep our mindsets there!

   I couldn't agree with you more Reaper2.0! Positive thinking is a helpful tool at times, it doesn't hurt to be pessimistic too; seeing the negative things first can save you a lot of time and trouble—a sense of balance is a must.

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   —Welp, I got up pretty early today despite the fact that I went to sleep really late into the night. I had the strangest dream, I remember seeing my deceased grandma, she was running in front of me as I followed her. I also remember seeing this nude man, his appearance was very striking and memorable in such a way that it looked kinda creepy. I remember sitting at a bench, talking to a rather young and attractive fellow; I also remember being in a classroom where I saw this large, muscular gentleman sitting at a desk.

   I've been having a plethora of dreams lately which is quite peculiar; however, I notice whenever I dream, I sleep deep and peacefully, waking up refreshed.

   Other than that, today I feel more alert than usual. I can't really think of what to do in this boring town; if you're a local out here, it can get pretty dull. I was thinking of doing the laundry; I'm hungry as well; I might stop by the local movie store. I wanna get the movie "The Maze Runner"—if you haven't seen it, I'd check it out. It's about a young man who has his memory wiped, he is plunged into this maze with a group of others who suffered a similar fate, and they all have to find a way out—it's based off a book of the same name. I can relate to the movie a lot because it reminds me of the horrors I've been through when I was admitted into psychiatric hospitals.

   Geez—I'm so reluctant to leave my laptop. I know I'll be fine though!

 Stay attractive; in mind, body, & soul!

[Reaper2.0]

I'm pretty good today. It's my last work day of the week. I usually work ot but I'm taking all 3 days. I've felt a bit exhausted this week. Physically and mentally. I'm trying to stay positive but it feels forced. I'm trying to quit vaping and Kratom (it's a legal but addictive drug) but I've not been successful. I need to come up with a plan, so far it's alluded me!

[Brokenmask94]

My day was pretty good.

[CellarDweller]

It's not even 7:30am here yet, so I can only hope it's a good day at this point.

[Brokenmask94]

It was a pretty good day.

[JDD22]

It was a pretty good day.

   

   That's cool Mr. Brokenmask! I'm glad you had a pretty good day! I hope you have an even better one next time!

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   I'm feeling quite the same as usual—relatively grey—I had a doctor's appointment earlier today which went by fine.

   I made like my billionth attempt at quitting smoking the other day, I just couldn't do it! There isn't much to do out here, my smoking habit is already tied to a whole bunch of things, and I love a good ciggie with this cold weather coming up—bundled up in some warm clothes, a hot cup of coffee, and my favorite tunes.

   —Geez, there isn't much going on in GS huh?

   Welp—to anyone that's reading this, glad you did! May every crevice of your existence shine with resilience!

   Strive for dashing in mind, body, & soul!

[JDD22]

   Hi—So I met a new friend at the bus stop yesterday, he came over to play video-games today. We went out for a smoke, he started talking about girls and I told him that I'm not much into girls! He looked at me in defeated surprise or something and asked me you're gay? I told him yeah, and we got all quiet and weird around each other. I made it clear that I was simply looking for a friend and that I should've told him ahead of time! He told me his roommate is gay so I figure he's cool with gay people. We went out to eat with another friend, I got back home and texted my new friend, telling him how good of a friend he is with no reply .. heh heh .. The dude was genuinely and non-fictitiously surprised to find out I'm gay—I really am just looking for a friend though! Haha, I'm sure he'll come around.

   But anyway, other than that, my day was decent—I have to be honest though, sometimes I feel like just another pillar holding up a floor that's about to collapse for people to dance on .. 

   —Sorry if it's too much to read.

   Welp—Thanks for taking the time to look into this post! I'm gonna try and reach for >50 posts!

   Keep working for handsome&/beautiful in mind, body, and soul!

[JDD22]

   I had like only three to four hours of sleep last night, I didn't get up until around eight in the morning. Just after noon, I bought myself a pack of ciggies and headed to the local casino to have a late lunch at Burger King. I had to walk home in the heat, and when I got home I was exhausted! I took an hour nap—I just got done watching the Voyager with host Joshua Garcia in which I think is a total hottie and totally straight—I've had trouble picking out just the wrong guys.

   My new friend eventually did text me back, I thought he ghosted me because he felt uncomfortable over the fact that I'm a Homosexual. He told me he was happy he made a new friend! I told him just the same!

   —Today was kinda like a haze because I had such a dearth of sleep, it went by so fast. I had the craziest dream about using a super-power to manipulate energy. I woke up saying, "That was fucking cool!"

   I find it profound & intriguing that the things that you learn which really stick with you are the very things that help you deal with your troubles in the future.

   —I apologize if this is too much to read; all-in-all, I was fine today. Thanks original thread starter.

   Stay awesome in three ways!