01-06-2014, 07:45 AM
That makes sense. In the present-tense, I'm still working on a lot. As far as my self-esteem goes, I go through phases where I feel really good about myself and I find myself very much within my comfort zone, but then once in a while I "relapse" if you will. Still working on that... I'm still figuring out what triggers my relapses.
Also, about that guy... I wasn't expecting it to "end well" because I expected nothing at all; it was a one-night stand, nothing more, this drama is completely unnecessary. Yeah, it was a mistake, but I'm the only one paying for it.
I know it sounds silly, but my confidence really took a blow with that... it just made me feel like such crap. It's frustrating, because when I started this year, I was confident that things were going to change for the better, but I got pretty much the opposite when I really tried to be the best version of myself. It's really discouraging for me, but I'll try again, hope for better next time.
Also, about that guy... I wasn't expecting it to "end well" because I expected nothing at all; it was a one-night stand, nothing more, this drama is completely unnecessary. Yeah, it was a mistake, but I'm the only one paying for it.
I know it sounds silly, but my confidence really took a blow with that... it just made me feel like such crap. It's frustrating, because when I started this year, I was confident that things were going to change for the better, but I got pretty much the opposite when I really tried to be the best version of myself. It's really discouraging for me, but I'll try again, hope for better next time.