01-26-2014, 10:06 PM
In my fantasies, I have always seen myself as the bottom.
But in my first sexual encounter, when we were kissing I was all over him. I was physically on top and I was doing the work.
Also, when I gave him oral I was kinda bored, but I didn't enjoy it much when he gave it either. I was physically on top for most of it but I was playing the bottom role. When I am physically attracted to someone, I'm very affectionate.
I am kind of confused because I don't really see myself as a top but I don't know if I could be a bottom given the previous experience.
But in my first sexual encounter, when we were kissing I was all over him. I was physically on top and I was doing the work.
Also, when I gave him oral I was kinda bored, but I didn't enjoy it much when he gave it either. I was physically on top for most of it but I was playing the bottom role. When I am physically attracted to someone, I'm very affectionate.
I am kind of confused because I don't really see myself as a top but I don't know if I could be a bottom given the previous experience.