What is wrong with me?

[Drkmcnamara]

It is not like I see guys like me being celebrated by the gay community, it always seems like the hot guys, the models and the porn stars that get all of the love and adoration. There is like such a huge shortage of gay role models for guys like me to look up to and feel hopeful about the future

[Drkmcnamara]

Honesty this whole topic is making me feel real depressed. I don't want to admit that I have a lonely loveless and sexless future ahead of me if I do not manage to look like those guys from the porn flicks. I dont wanna face what seems to be an uphill battle where I have a good chance of not ever getting sex or love. That combined with other crap is beginning to make me feel kinda suicidal.

[CellarDweller]

You've just been running into some real superficial people. The comments that they make tell way more about them than they do about you.

[Drkmcnamara]

What scary is that I am beginning to let them get to me by me thinking that I must be what they say I am and that is what scares me. I just need a friend and a hug

[southbiochem]

What scary is that I am beginning to let them get to me by me thinking that I must be what they say I am and that is what scares me. I just need a friend and a hug

NEVER!

Never think you should fit into what they think you should be!

You are perfectly fine the way you are!

Keep looking and don't give up

and f*ck those guys...they are not worth a dyme

[MisterTinkles]

Ok so look at my profile pic guys, the person you see on there is of course me, taken just a few minutes ago. I do not think I am an ugly and unattractive person however, it seems like a lot of guys I have run into irl seem to have a different opinion of that. I get told that I am fat and that I should lose weight. I mean I can stand to lose 10 pounds but they make it out to be like a morbidly obese slob. They also say my face is too round and chubby and evidently that is ugly. I seem to be getting turned down or being put into the friendzone with all of the guy guys I meet irl and idk why that is the case?
Is my physical appearance really the problem? Am I really that ugly and unattractive to other gay men?

NO honey..........THEY are the ugly ones.
They are shallow, vain, self centered, plastic, with no soul, no personality that is their own, no sense of self respect, and definitely no sense of propriety and manners.

This is what "real men" have to deal with from the fags out there. To me, fags are the lowlife scum of gay society. They live by their shallowness, vanity, hate, and contempt for all REAL people, simply because they cannot fathom that anyone would ever be interested in them for being a human and not some media/sideshow puppet for the negativity/fashion/media industry.

Just laugh at them and walk away. They will all die lonely, bitter, and shallow husks of whatever it was they ever were to begin with, which apparently had nothing to do with being human or having humanity.

There are REAL people out there, but you have to find us.

[Drkmcnamara]

Hey Tinkles I agree with you but look at the gay media and the media in general and see what they value. It seems these days that being shallow and having no real personality is the norm for so many gay guys my age these days. I just feel real sad cuz it is Valentine's day over here and while I see them with each other kissing, playing around seemingly enjoying life and each other like little kids while I am lonely and have no one go do it with is really getting to me. They sing about equality and showing your true colors all the while treating me the way they do, to me it makes no sense at all. I just want to be hugged and feel like I am valued.

[southbiochem]

You are already valued here!

don't fool yourself, all these happy shallow couple you see are not all chipper and happy in reality.

forget about what media tells you, forget about what the shallow people tell you!

You are fantastic just how you are!

Hold on for the guy that will see how amazing you are

[MisterTinkles]

Hey Tinkles I agree with you but look at the gay media and the media in general and see what they value. It seems these days that being shallow and having no real personality is the norm for so many gay guys my age these days. I just feel real sad cuz it is Valentine's day over here and while I see them with each other kissing, playing around seemingly enjoying life and each other like little kids while I am lonely and have no one go do it with is really getting to me. They sing about equality and showing your true colors all the while treating me the way they do, to me it makes no sense at all. I just want to be hugged and feel like I am valued.

They are just cockroaches and sheep, doing what they are told by the CEO's of media empires that sit in their billion dollar homes telling everybody else how to live their lives.
These fags have no working brains to think for themselves. They are nothing but what I call "the living dead". They are biologically alive, but everything else about them is completely dead.

If a corporation comes out with "Shove a Pine Cone Up Your Ass Day" and produces gimmicky shit, like colored pine cones and greeting cards, then they would be lining up to shove pine cones up each others asses and give out cards for that "holiday".

Nothing more than brainless sheep.

Absolutely nothing to be jealous of or be sad over.

Just think, they will never know what it is, to have a friend who is a human BEING......not a human DOING.

[Drkmcnamara]

I am sorry everyone...I am so sorry