Drkmcnamara Wrote:I am doomed am I? I mean it is bad enough being fat, socially awkward, too smart for my own damn good and to have a small dick on top of it. Geez God could not have engineered a more repulsive guy in the eyes of gay men even if he tried huh?
I guess I just gonna have to accept that and bury myself in my history books until I die
I haven't stepped into this forum for ages. Few weeks ago, I decided to drop by and saw your other thread. I replied and left. Today I randomly surfed this forum and here's another thread from you - complaining.
No offense, I don't feel like you are trying to seek advise because many did give you valuable advices. But you pushed every advise away and continued to complain/whine. In every single thread.
You know I'm really tired right now. My company terminated my colleagues and me due to political issue. I lost my 5 year job. I lost my income. My two last remaining surgeries have been delayed since end 2012. I got beat up by four punks in a middle of a night. I feel like I'm losing my best friend, Mr. T due to my stress and sudden crankiness. All these are driving me nuts.
But you know what? Instead of complaining and whining, I worked out to find a solution or two. I don't rely on others but myself to overcome all these problems that I'm having.
You know why I do not complain? There's a guy named Anthony Dans out there. He's a cancer bodybuilder and boxer. He's currently battling cancer for the third time yet he still goes to a gym every chance he gets to pounce himself. Whilst my life is bad, others are having worse than me. But Anthony Dans doesn't complain. He fights. If he can fight and go through hell right now then so do I. I don't have the right to complain about having a rough life.
My point is open your eyes. Stop complaining and whining. Appreciate yourself. No one will love you and accept you until you love and accept yourself.