Desperately need some advice

[TwisttheLeaf]

IMO I also think you made the right decision. From what I read, he deserves someone who will treat him better, and will hopefully find that. On the other side of the coin, you clearly need to 1) stick to dating guys you're attracted to, and 2) learn to not commit so quickly when you're clea not ready.

[Rareboy]

I hope you will find the resolve and courage to come out and then will find someone you love wholeheartedly and passionately....for the rest of your life.