11-04-2015, 01:28 AM
Hi everybody, I'm John.
I live in the city of Liverpool in the UK (home of The Beatles! :-) ) I am 20 years old as of yesterday as it is now the 4th in the UK, I am not sure if I am gay but I think I am and would like some opinions and some help! Well it starts like this for a while now I have always wanted someone caring, passionate, loving, hugging, etc. In my life, I have been looking for these traits in women my whole life but recently, well, just a few minutes ago I started pondering to myself having another man in my life with these traits someone who would hold me and hug me when I am sad, I have suffered with depression and anxiety for a while now since school because of bullying, I was always different to other kids and naturally, I was shunned from everybody, I was already a vulnerable person before this but since I have been extremely vulnerable, easily upset, I am a little bit pudgy and a huge computer nerd and a huge audiophile! I love music, it's how I escape the world and troubles around me.
That's all I can really think of for my introduction/ help... I am very scared right now and don't know what to do or if I should tell my family and how I should, the only thing that makes me slightly feel okay about telling them is the fact that my auntie is a lesbian.
I'm sat in my living room with my laptop crying right now and feel like I need a hug.
Thanks for reading!!!
I live in the city of Liverpool in the UK (home of The Beatles! :-) ) I am 20 years old as of yesterday as it is now the 4th in the UK, I am not sure if I am gay but I think I am and would like some opinions and some help! Well it starts like this for a while now I have always wanted someone caring, passionate, loving, hugging, etc. In my life, I have been looking for these traits in women my whole life but recently, well, just a few minutes ago I started pondering to myself having another man in my life with these traits someone who would hold me and hug me when I am sad, I have suffered with depression and anxiety for a while now since school because of bullying, I was always different to other kids and naturally, I was shunned from everybody, I was already a vulnerable person before this but since I have been extremely vulnerable, easily upset, I am a little bit pudgy and a huge computer nerd and a huge audiophile! I love music, it's how I escape the world and troubles around me.
That's all I can really think of for my introduction/ help... I am very scared right now and don't know what to do or if I should tell my family and how I should, the only thing that makes me slightly feel okay about telling them is the fact that my auntie is a lesbian.
I'm sat in my living room with my laptop crying right now and feel like I need a hug.
Thanks for reading!!!