07-14-2011, 05:27 PM
well... it started 4 dayz ago...
i was in that gay chatroom when i met him... this 25yo japanese/spanish guy...
he was kindda untrusting that night but there was something in the air i know
im a good judge of character and i knew i could trust him...
well... that night we talked for about 4 hours if im correct...
the second night we talked for about 11 hours...
and more than 13 hours last time :| can u imagine that !!!
i definitely broke the record i had with my ex..
we talked about EVERYTHING... he opened up to me like he never did b4... and i
did the same... i told him all about my life... even the bad and unhappy moments..
it all sounds magical till now... but there is a huge problem there
he's never been in a gay relation b4... he had 3 girlfriendz... though he had feelings
for a guy once and that was for a really short time...
i know he likes me alot... but i dont think he knows what he wants...
i was direct with him and told him not to take any decisions that he might regret
later...
he said that he doesnt want to do that also... and he said he is also not sure of
anything yet.... but still asked me if i have any feelings to anyone in Egypt (referring
to my Ex) and if im open to any relationship later
i have no idea whats going on right now... but im sure of one thing
the best time i ever had is when im talking with him :$ i even realized how happy
hemakes me when he sent a snapshot pic of me when i was having a video call
with him... *sigh*
i was in that gay chatroom when i met him... this 25yo japanese/spanish guy...
he was kindda untrusting that night but there was something in the air i know
im a good judge of character and i knew i could trust him...
well... that night we talked for about 4 hours if im correct...
the second night we talked for about 11 hours...
and more than 13 hours last time :| can u imagine that !!!
i definitely broke the record i had with my ex..
we talked about EVERYTHING... he opened up to me like he never did b4... and i
did the same... i told him all about my life... even the bad and unhappy moments..
it all sounds magical till now... but there is a huge problem there
he's never been in a gay relation b4... he had 3 girlfriendz... though he had feelings
for a guy once and that was for a really short time...
i know he likes me alot... but i dont think he knows what he wants...
i was direct with him and told him not to take any decisions that he might regret
later...
he said that he doesnt want to do that also... and he said he is also not sure of
anything yet.... but still asked me if i have any feelings to anyone in Egypt (referring
to my Ex) and if im open to any relationship later
i have no idea whats going on right now... but im sure of one thing
the best time i ever had is when im talking with him :$ i even realized how happy
hemakes me when he sent a snapshot pic of me when i was having a video call
with him... *sigh*