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Straight, Gay, Bi, or a whorish???
#1
here's the thing about my sexuality i like to think it has i mind of it's own. since i could remember i had always been a little feminine, i never really thought of myself as gay (i was too young to really know what it was) but i was always friendly with gay kids n stuff since i usually ended up in there social groups cause everybody talked about me alot and my mom always said "if somebody's gonna say you done something, do it." but alot of the things other people said did get to me. i was sensitive and emotional when i was a kid.
as i got into my teens i my attraction to guys grew but being that i hung out with pretty much all guys (and jocks) a very few girls i realized i had an attraction to girls to. but i don't know maybe because i hung out with all guys or maybe i was just way to obsessed with the gay or "what would it be like to be with a guy" issue (just like the rest of my friends) that i never really gave girls much thought or noticed much when they hit on me. so i came out to everyone at 16 and figured things out and liked who i was, but then i start having the same damn babble in my head again about girls.
i got lost my girl virginity finally at 17. but i think i like guys more i was for sure then but now i don't know am bi. cause i act gay most of the time and i still never notice when girls are in to me and my first thought is still eek. but some days i act more straight. people i don't want my sexuality to be a mood ring can you help me sorry this is so long.
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#2
But some days sexuality and gender is like a mood ring. There have been days that I wanted to be a chick but mostly I'm a dude. A bit fem and I love bing who I am. But who I am depends on my day how I'm feeling and who I'm around.
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#3
I can understand where you are coming from Geminight. I consider myself a gay man always have always will, however, sometimes I'm attracted to girls (usually girls I know though!) and have even been "excited" watching "straight" porn before. Although I could never imagine having a relationship with a woman. I've slept with a girl before was ok but didnt feel right, still sometime have those urges though.

I guess when all is said and done its about being who NOT what you are, if ya gay ya gay, bi ya bi, its all good fun :tongue:
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#4
As far as I know, there is no such thing as "acting gay"

If you have any desire about girls and guys - you're Bi


I am gay - I could never ever ever see myself even kissing a girl :S
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