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[richhix56]

 I have had mental issues since i was 11 years old. I am 58 now and need to share my heart. I had a traumatic incidence at the age of eleven. I have been in the closet for most of my life. I was saved at the age of 18. In 2002 I divorced and moved back to my state in the US. That year I was diagnosed with Paranoid Schizophrenia. My life has pretty much been a nightmare in the closet of all places. I was placed on SSDI. In the last several years they changed my diagnosis to Schizoaffective disorder.

The reason I am saying all this is because I have improved to the point I want to be independent but still struggle greatly with isolation and depression and anxiety. I live in a very small house literally in a small southern town in Arkansas My family lets me live there. I was wondering about lgbt housing or boarding houses? I would have to move to a big city I know. I just wondered if such a thing is out there. I could never support myself on the amount i get on SSDI. I get very lonely and my family is very conservative and prejudice. I could never talk to them. I just do not do good living alone. I rather not go into a group home. I can drive believe it or not.

Thanks for any information you can find for me. I live 100 miles from Shrevesport Louisiana, and 100 miles from LIttle Rock Arkansas. If that helps!

Richard