How are you today?

[Smurlos]

Sometimes it's good not to be too proud of what you've done. Maybe you'll find that you weren't as crappy (for the examiner) as you thought. People who are too cocky sometimes get a bit of a disappointment when the results come through. So I hope it was just an impression and that you weren't as bad as you made yourself out to be. Chin up, Smurls.

Oh my chin is up, I just know I messed up big time. I misunderstood the two texts... and vocab was quite basic... oh well!

Today I have the raging ump with my mother and her lack of gratitude. I just decided to start tidying up as she never does sod all around the house even though she doesn't work, just sits on her lazy arse all day. The laminate flooring by the front door was full of flower petals from where the tree blossom is falling etc. and dirty and horrible so I'm cleaning it and she walks in and is like "what you doing?" like cleaning is something of the past? I was like "cleaning the floor". She was like "why?" - erm coz it's dirty??? But yeah not one ounce of thanks for cleaning... this is why I pay her rent is it not? Oh and then I find out they've all been eating MY food that I PAY FOR! Soooo angry lol. I so don't wanna live here anymore. And then my mum's boyfriend wants me to download him a load of songs for his mp3 player... but I'm never home anymore online and when I am, I've got things of my own to catch up on. Well just had my music on playing and he made a comment like "this isn't any of the songs I asked for" - i know dumbass lol. He just thinks he's being funny all the time but he's being bloody annoying lol.

On the plus side we just had a thunderstorm WOOOOO! Going to town to send my mate in New zealand his bday card and then getting my hair cut.

Hope everyone has a good day mile:

[Dan1089]

Aww...man Smurls,I'm so sorry to hear that.I'm not going to pretend as if I know about your domestic situation but aren't you being too tough on your Momsy?My Ma also does the most random things but I tolerate it because she's getting old and therefore I should do my best to accomodate her.Again,I don't know about the situation but I do care about your wellbeing.Enjoy the rest of your day champ.

[Smurlos]

Aww...man Smurls,I'm so sorry to hear that.I'm not going to pretend as if I know about your domestic situation but aren't you being too tough on your Momsy?My Ma also does the most random things but I tolerate it because she's getting old and therefore I should do my best to accomodate her.Again,I don't know about the situation but I do care about your wellbeing.Enjoy the rest of your day champ.

Too tough? She's the one that split the family up and made it so we have to scrimp and scrape to survive. OK maybe that was an unfair judgement to make - she obviously loves him - and who am I to judge someone who does something for love, as I'm in love and know what it's like. But she has just changed SO much since he moved in. I see that she is happier and I appreciate that and am happy she's happy. But I also see the house going downhill, I see her becoming lazier with each day... I see her drinking more alcohol than she EVER drank before... which is defnitely no good for her diabetes... just so much I see that maybe she doesn't... but I guess it's her life so I shan't nag.

She said something that made me double take the other day. She randomly said "If anything ever happens to me, take over tenancy of the house." so I was like "huh?" she was like "don't worry bout stuart (the bf), he will go back to london, you take tenancy of the house, otherwise you'll wait years to get your own place, and then swap it for a flat" - which was sooo random... :S

[Dan1089]

*BIG HUG* That's for you buddy. mile: Like my dad always tells me,everything is is going to be okay.Thank heavens for Ian too.Night Smurlos.

[Dan1089]

And here's another one for good measure. *HUG* mile:

[XRIMO]

Wow, I am starting to feel stressed about moving. The whole situation is too difficult to explain, but to say the least, I have a couple friends taking advantage of my desperteness (sp?) so now I am stuck between a rock and a hard place and the only escape is a 1000 meter fall off a cliff...
well, beyond all that... I am really looking forward to seeing my family in a couple weeks.
All I have to remember between now and then is to breathe and grit my teeth.

[fjp999]

Smurls good luck with your living situation. I hear ya about crazy moms. Got one myself. We can only be polite and nod and try to NOT let it effect us. It can be near impossible but I am hoping things will get better for you asap.

XRIMO, take care and good luck with the move. Dont let your friends take advantage of you... that is not friendship! Hugs.

I had another stupid doc appt today. Again, the three hour round trip ride and, get this, a six hour wait to see the doc only to find that the Guru is mystified as to what is going on.

So glad that I had my iPod Touch as I could watch Cloverfield (cant really recommend it) and No Country for Old Men = cant say if it deserved all the Oscars but it was a tense film.

[Smurlos]

Awww cheers guys *hugs all round* mile:

Awww XRIMO, I totally agree with what Frank says! Speak up and tell 'em that they are taking the piss, coz if you don't say anything they just assume that that's fine with you. And so they'll carry on as they know no different. Good luck with the move!! I wish I could move out hehe.

3 HOUR trip, 6 HOUR wait, then no result!! That is ridiculous Frank!! A medical enigma huh?? You must feel special :biggrin:

Well this morning I have woken up... and the house is EMPTY! *party* - Just got out the shower - I bought that original source stuff thats made from 40 limes or summat - gotta say it's SO refreshing!! Feeling all loved up, refreshed and generally happy today - even if it does look like it's gonna pour with rain! Although I saw the first wasp of the year a little while ago *sob* I hate wasps... they make me run miles and miles if I see one! Biggest fear I've got of them!

[Wilem]

Just got out the shower - I bought that original source stuff thats made from 40 limes or summat - gotta say it's SO refreshing!!

Argh! Is that the green one?
Coz if it's the mint one, omg!
That thing is MENTAL MENTHOL. Felt like my skin was peeling off!

TODAY has been ups and downs.

Down with the stress of a Scholarship Audition
Up for when it went well.
Down for pointlessly imagining my sort-of-ex-type-person-but-not asking me how my love life was, and me having to say it wasn't anything (why did I do that?)
Up because I got free cheesecake/creamcakes/chocolate cake in music lesson!
Down when I actually *did* see my sort-of-ex-type-person-but-not for the first time for 2 years ad having that mess come back to.

Mental day. My hair looks nice though.

[Smurlos]

Argh! Is that the green one?
Coz if it's the mint one, omg!
That thing is MENTAL MENTHOL. Felt like my skin was peeling off!

TODAY has been ups and downs.

Down with the stress of a Scholarship Audition
Up for when it went well.
Down for pointlessly imagining my sort-of-ex-type-person-but-not asking me how my love life was, and me having to say it wasn't anything (why did I do that?)
Up because I got free cheesecake/creamcakes/chocolate cake in music lesson!
Down when I actually *did* see my sort-of-ex-type-person-but-not for the first time for 2 years ad having that mess come back to.

Mental day. My hair looks nice though.

you do make me laugh.
Erm Its the LIME GREEN one funilly enough and smells of LIMES :biggrin:
I also bought the lemon and tea tree one mmm. Loving them loads!

Nice hair is always good. Mine is nice and short as my sister cut it all off for me yesterday woo.

I am really tired now. I went to bed at 3am, woke up at 7.30am and then couldn't sleep. So I've had 4.5 hours sleep and I now have an evening to look forward to spending with my guy but I fear falling asleep on the way home may be on the cards... and I don't want to dammit.