How are you today?

[Bluelight]

Dealing with friend drama... she's been really curt with me the whole day, I get the impression she's trying to get me to beg her to forgive me for something that quite frankly should not have pissed her off, but god forbid her grasp on my social life should be loosened. Who does she think she is, my girlfriend? And now she's trying to hold herself above me, the only way she can make herself feel empowered, but what she has yet to learn is that I will not beg for her friendship.

[wayward]

I am experiencing an unexpected depressive episode as of two hours ago. I haven't had a mood swing like this in a while.

[Steve]

Dealing with friend drama... she's been really curt with me the whole day, I get the impression she's trying to get me to beg her to forgive me for something that quite frankly should not have pissed her off, but god forbid her grasp on my social life should be loosened. Who does she think she is, my girlfriend? And now she's trying to hold herself above me, the only way she can make herself feel empowered, but what she has yet to learn is that I will not beg for her friendship.

I remember this thread when you posted about her before. Good for you Bluelight! Draw the boundaries and stick to them. She's not your girlfriend, or your friend at this point. She's sounding like she wants to be your boss, not your friend.

I am experiencing an unexpected depressive episode as of two hours ago. I haven't had a mood swing like this in a while.

Ride it out wayward. Redirect your thoughts away from you. Focus on something or someone else for an hour or so. It will pass.
xx

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I'm waiting for a t.v. program to start... and finish. It's the season ending for The Leftovers. It had better be good because the rest of this first season has being as dull as two day old meatloaf.

[BlueStar]

BlueStar! There are a thousand ways to fill the hours of your days. And not on your P.C. perusing porn either. (Although that is often a favorite pastime of mine, so I guess I can't fault you there!)

Talk to someone. Read a book. Watch a movie. Exercise. Start or complete a task you've been putting off. Think about extravagant (although not obvious due to your location) ways to romance your man. Step away from technology for a little while and stop and commune with nature (which is a great way to center yourself and clear the mess in your head that accumulates bizarre ideas like the dirty clothes in your room)...

I think the world of you sweetie, but moaning about boredom is like missing an opportunity to stretch the little gray cells in your brain. Think little one. There is almost always something to do, that needs doing, or someone else to help in some way. Be smart. Don't let time, the most valuable thing you have, pass without plan. Being idle is fine when necessary, but idleness when the mind desires more is wasting life.

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Christ on cracker, I love to lecture, don't I? Oh well, I was bored.

(Actually writing a message that is turning into a novella (surprise, surprise) and needed a break. Lucky BlueStar, huh? (Thinking about ya, my little blue supernova!)

You're right but I gotta fill my time these whole 2 days, you know, it's full romance

[Wolfpack]

Feeling good, I have a couple of days off from work.

[Steve]

Waiting for Mark to get home so we can do some go do shopping. Mother Hubbard's cupboards are bare.

[Miles]

Only took two hours to record a halfway-passable drum track. Not too shabby

[East]

Annoyed at the moment...hope this will pass soon.

[matty7]

Only took two hours to record a halfway-passable drum track. Not too shabby

what drum samples are u using Miles , I have toontrack ezdrummer with several expansion packs, really easy to create with ,plus I use the sample kits through my 2box edrum kit..;love it for practice

[dynamodean]

Super exhausted from a long night of partying and debauchery.

Today is gonna be one of those stay-in and watch Netflix days.