07-04-2013, 06:37 AM
I'm new to this forum, but I've noticed that everyone has a unique story to tell. My coming out story hasn't happened yet which only makes me want to come out even more. I feel so weak and unable to say anything to my mom, sister, aunt, and most of all, my brother. They've always been there and have suspected on several occasions that I've been into guys, but I always denied the accusations.
I fell in love with this "amazing" guy that showed me how to be myself. His lips, his weird mannerisms made me so addicted to him. I felt happy. For once, I wasn't so confused with my sexuality, I embraced it. Although, we were together as a couple, I wanted to come out of the closet for this guy, but he could never do the same. Our relationship was hidden which was fun at first. Afterwards, things changed and he changed his entire outlook in life especially that way he looked me. I'm 19 and still trying to find that great guy.
I'm a hopeless romantic and I'm okay with that. I just scared of coming out on my own. Does anyone think that I should wait until I find a good guy before I come out so it can be easier, if that even makes sense? Unless people agree that I should man up and do it already. Just so people know, I live with my mom, sister, and brother. My family is very conservative and religious, but I fear that their religious views are going to make this a huge battle for me finally coming out. I want to be able to say that I have a coming out story soon. I just need people's opinion on what I should I do?
I fell in love with this "amazing" guy that showed me how to be myself. His lips, his weird mannerisms made me so addicted to him. I felt happy. For once, I wasn't so confused with my sexuality, I embraced it. Although, we were together as a couple, I wanted to come out of the closet for this guy, but he could never do the same. Our relationship was hidden which was fun at first. Afterwards, things changed and he changed his entire outlook in life especially that way he looked me. I'm 19 and still trying to find that great guy.
I'm a hopeless romantic and I'm okay with that. I just scared of coming out on my own. Does anyone think that I should wait until I find a good guy before I come out so it can be easier, if that even makes sense? Unless people agree that I should man up and do it already. Just so people know, I live with my mom, sister, and brother. My family is very conservative and religious, but I fear that their religious views are going to make this a huge battle for me finally coming out. I want to be able to say that I have a coming out story soon. I just need people's opinion on what I should I do?