you feel like this right now..
it will pass.
a guy will see how worthy you are
you just have to fight like hell to find him..
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I can tell you from experience, that the "gay areas" are always the worst. Thats where the majority of the fags live. Even here in Dallas, the "Cedar Springs" area is the "gay" area here in Dallas. They are just as shallow, vain, stuck up, self centered, and plastic as those in Miami, San Fran, Oklahoma City, etc.....
You have to find your own friends, your own way. You just have to figure out how you are going to work it that way.
Remember, its ALWAYS going to be a lot harder to live your own life, on your own terms, than following the cockroaches and sheep. Using your brain takes energy and practice. Not using your brain is just way too easy......and thats what all these fags want...is easy.
Those who fight for their right to be an actual human being have a tougher time than those who just shadow the crowds and be imitation lemmings.
But in order to find out how to get things to work for you, you have to get out and do a little bit of everything. Otherwise you know nothing and are more apt to become stagnant and fall in with the fag crowds.
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I am not comparing myself to porn stars cuz I wanna I am doing it cuz I am being told that is what the standard is for gay men who have sex and love lifes
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How do I survive this great loneliness? This dark emptiness? How can I live the rest of my life like this?
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If I am being told wrong were are the concrete examples of gay relationships were it is not all based on looks? Cuz they have tons of examples at their disposal to prove their points
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take a breathe and keep hoping..
get some new friends, of any kind..or go out with the ones you have
sorround yourself with people that appreciate you instead of putting you down
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I hear a lot rhetoric but I do am not seeing it in any real world examples to back up what you all are saying and I wish so much that you all are right
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