My desires for a threesome consume me and fill me with guilt

[marshlander]

What is wrong with me. 

First it was lusting after a straight man. 

Now my darkest and dirtiest desires lead me wanting to a threesome. 

What have I become?

I'm not sure you've become anything in particular. You are human and being curious about sex is part of that. Whether it lives up to your hopes and expectations or brings a host of unexpected complications is a chance you would take if you explored your curiosity. Plenty of people have tried it and seem to have enjoyed themselves ... if the videos I've seen are anything to go by

[Emiliano]

What is wrong with me. 

First it was lusting after a straight man. 

Now my darkest and dirtiest desires lead me wanting to a threesome. 

What have I become?

I'm not sure you've become anything in particular. You are human and being curious about sex is part of that. Whether it lives up to your hopes and expectations or brings a host of unexpected complications is a chance you would take if you explored your curiosity. Plenty of people have tried it and seem to have enjoyed themselves ... if the videos I've seen are anything to go by 

I do have to steal a line from some of my southern compatriots and say, god bless your heart.

[eastofeden]

It sounds normal to me. I had them with my first 2nd lover - he was 32 an I was 22 and it was his idea - I liked it maybe 60% of the time but that was before AIDS existed.