Lol.. I didn't post anonymously.. oh well..
I really don't like myspace though.. :/ so maybe facebook. Besides, what if he denies my request.?
Today though, I walked against traffic as best I could. I walked along his path. :] He saw me right through the door, and looked a bit surprised. We pass by eachother, I didn't turn red this time! I looked at him, I tried smiling, but he kinda looked stern and he looked at me then looked away like how I usually do. . Then.. that was it. I'll try facebook though..
OMFG. I have to be the stupidest person in the whole world... why did I not do anything at least last year already!? GAAAAH. I hate myself -_-
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Oh, well, you're trying now, right? The stupidest thing you can do right now is regret something you did or didn't do in past because that can totally bring you down.
See, today (or yesterday..) was a success. I bet something will happen. :]
Oh yeah, and facebook is like the best idea.
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If he denies your friend request, then maybe It'll give a better pictuer on how he feels about you, thus you being able to forget bout him and move on?
All though from what you've said, I highly dought he'll reject you ^_^
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Alright. I'll look him up on facebook. If he does deny, then yeah...I'll know.
The thing is though.. The girl he was "thinkin of" was actually her again. His ex... His status was "so happy right now u made my heart skip beats" as off last night. Then his mood was his nickname for her with hearts. :/ (**this was on myspace again btw and I was at my friends house again and looked him up in his friend's list.)
Today, I couldn't squeeze through the traffic as best I as I did yesterday, but we still looked at eachother.
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He won't deny. There is a big chance that his status was for you (I think). And he was just using the thing with her ex, so that people don't figure out whats happeneing.
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I REAALLLY hope that was true.. But... I looked at the girl's myspace too.. Her mood was her nickname for him too.. :frown:
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But how do you know he wasn;t thinkin of you when writing it dude, come on, the boy obviously likes you so much..!
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